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8:45 AM - Minggu, 13 Desember 2009
--- be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind ---
Hey ya'all, HAPPY SUNDAY!Rise and Shine! ;) What are you going to do on this brightly shiny day ?! Haha. Ok, that doesn't even matter what are you going to do, but it's even better if you go to church/vihara, to pray [ya eventhough I do don't] haha. Ok, no need to talk too much, and begin to share! haha =p
Yesterday, I thought I would not going nowhere, but in fact, I went to PTC after I forced my parents to go, haha. There, I walked along with btx, we were eating JCool [always, that's my rules! eventhough I am suffering 'sariwawan' now.. haha, but sadly, the choco chips had no stocks, so I picked almonds -d*mn I got huge, that's becuase it was the rest, and btx told the keeper to gave it all to me =p- longans and peaches -yap it's couple !- =p-]. And I also bought ICE* magazine November and December '09 [isa loh keluar barengan?! kalo telat ya ga usah dikeluarin lah -tapi gw beli jg-, each idr 20, for the December issue, the cover is really2 sucks! Want to adapted the Gossip Girl Boys, but the result was insane! =p] and my lovely magazine, Gogirl! #59 idr 35 [the year end edition, and Camilla Belle did the cover, so d*mn sweet!w ith bonus camera case and calendar, but I gave the camera case to btx -so I couldn't take a picture of it- and threw away the calendar -I didn't even want to take the picture =p-] And I bought black nail polish [idr 6] and black tie too -for hair- got 3 [idr 5]. Actually, I wanted to go to the Trimedia, and buy some comics or novel, and go to the dvd's store to buy some dvds, and I wanted to buy a lot of things there! But, the truth was I brought 'just a little' money, and I didn't have any time to buy all of that things -for sure, I jsut arrived around 6 pm there-. And after that, went to Giordano. Ahh, I want that stripes black-grey clothes with hoodie! And also went to PointBreak [roxy 40%off], was searching for a trousers, but got nothing =p Finally, dinner at Pizza Hut, met some 6th grade students of my school, but ya, they recognized me [so did I], but we didn't speak at all [ya that's because we don't know each other, ok, just 'know' =p] But, suddenly, a strange person [with no name, just the number, ya of course he/she isn't in my contact] was texting me, and said "You're in PTC, right.?! And now you're in Pizza Hut right ?!" I was searching around, but I didn't find someone who I recognize, so ya, just forget about it, because I replied his/her message, but he/she didn't reply me back. Duh -.-
the magazines
the nail polish and the tie
Ok, in fact, I AM REALLY REALLY INTERUPTING WITH THIS JERK! He texting me all day long, from morning 'til night. How suck he does ?! D*mn. Really, I want change my number so bad, but my number now is really2 great, just like my home address number. Ahhh >.<>I lost my pencil case! I don't know where did I lose it, but I think it might be at school, because I've already searching it in my house, but none. Or, somebody took it ?! Or somebody stole it ?! Or somebody kept it ?! Or, maybe my pencil case was brought by someone ?! Ahh, please give me back my pencil case!! All of my stationaries are in there! And luckily, I've taken out my calculator, if not, ahh, I would lose it, that's expensive man! Please, give me back my pencil case, how can I write if I don't have any stuff that can be used to write ?! Ahh -.-
OMG, I just realized that I've so much to do. Like write report about movie trailers and posters, update the button of my connection, write some reviews, write some gossips, finishing watch my dvds, finishing reads all of my magazines, study for UNAS, and bla bla bla. Somebody help please ?! ;p
Christmas is coming to town! D*mn I love christmas! But, how can I celebrate it !? Maybe just random dinner ?! Or, going to my auntie's house [that own this laptop that I am using right now, eventhough my sweetie computer has already been fixed =p] that usually held the christmast eve, build a christmas tree, and take a picture in front of it ?! Haha, any idea about how to celebrate christmas, people ?! What are the 'X' factor of the model ? Gym ?! Go to skin care ?! Diet all the way long ?! Dress up too much ?! How can I be just like them, but not in that way ?! Anyone know ?! [why am I so much asking ?! =p]
Okay, today's end here, and I want to write FUNNY PEOPLE REVIEW too, so see ya! ;)
--- many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves ; ---
--- regret for the past and fear for the future ---
Heii felllass!!! I miss you so much! It has been a long long times since I haven't written a post. Did you'all miss me ?! =p Ok, no need to talk to much, becauseI've a lot of things to share with all of you guys=p
Ok, let's talk about [my] final test. It seems never done, seriously, it took so long! Started from 4th December until next 15th December [and yeah of course, after that, I'll be free! =p]. And how was my score ?! Umm, not bad, but not as good as before on 7/8th grade. Ya, my scores were decreased, ALL! Eventhough, if I can say, the questions are not as difficult as you thought before. And the scariest thing was, my friends could beat my scores. WTH For first, let me explain to you that I'm not a khaki girl, but in fact, from 7th-8th grade, I haven't beaten by anybody else, just me who could beat myself! -.- I think that's all because I was being lazier, always online, not studying bla bla bla. Ya, I realize now, that I must stop doing this all of this sh*t [omg, please, blogging isn't a sh*t baby!], and preparing myself to fight all of the test that I'll face soon, and of course, the scariest way, UNAS! Oh God, please, I have asked and consulted to my parents about taking tuition, but it doesn't seem worth, not for the transportation, not for the time, just worth for the money, and the most important thing, not for the things that I'll get from there. And ya, I just can't manage my time and myself well, so I'm sure it'll be messed up, all of it! Just think about it, I won't have any longer time for studying for the school's test, always 'kalang kabut' for the tuition, and yeah, in fact, that UNAS won't be the requirement for the graduation, the requirement will be all of my school's scores, from 7 until 9th grade. So, it means that I must increased my score at school well right ?! If not, I won't be in into Sinlui [or if I'm lucky to pass P1 test, and ya, I'll be there =p]. And I don't want people think about me, "Oh yeah, she's just any other 'textbook' smart girl." Please, that's pathetic! I don't want it happens to me, at all! I don't want people think that I just can do the textbook things, not the other things. That's insane! Please God, give me some strength to face all of this things and make myself better than before. Throw away all of my laziness, and start to think lil' bit for the future. That's all what I want.
Ok, I'm confused now. All of these things seem not real for me. That the fact was, I have a lot of friends, but I don't know who's my real friends are. Ok, start searching, just give me the way to find it. And the most fvcking thing was, there were 2 strange people, who were texting me and terrorize me, bla bla bla. I asked them where did/from who did they get my number, and they said, innocently "Ahh, I got your number from my friend." Who the hell is your fvcking friend ?! Tell him, DO NOT SPREAD MY NUMBER TO STRANGE PEOPLE, IF YOU LOST CONNECT WITH ME, JUST DELETED MY NUMBER, THAT'S ENOUGH TO MAKE MY HAPPY, NOT WITH GAVE YOUR FRIENDS MY NUMBER. That's sucks dude! I was really2 interrupting with that 2 stalk and freak guys. I just acting for this long, I want to trick you guys, you must know it, that I am not pleasure to be friends with you guys [that's not mean that I'm khaki or selfish or whatever!]. You must realize it ASAP! You're just a piece of sh*t that I'm playing right now. Don't count on me, you bast*rds! You jerk! I hate you guys all! Go away from my life, I don't need you, I just need my beloved friends that I know better than you guys, and hell yeah, I LOVE THEM, not you! Ok, if this condition last longer, I won't be bashful to buy a new number, and that's PRIVATE! Understood ?! -.-
I was really2 shocked today. Why ?! Today, my school just held a meeting with students' guardians to talked about UNAS and my school [WM] re-opened high school. So, why I shocked ?! First, THEY HAD BROCURE! OMG, WIDYA MERTI HAD A BROCURE! THAT'S THE MOST WONDERFUL THING THAT THEY EVER HAD! Eventhough just a flip brocure, that's ok, that's an improvement of my school man! And I'm proud of it! =p And second, when my mom was out from the new classroom for X grade of senior high school, she told me, "When the speakers was talking about the efectiveness of the students, he told a lot of things about you, that you're an active speakers, bla bla bla. And if you want to extension to WM SHS, you'll get a full scholarship for next one year." OMG, isn't that sucks ?! Ok, in fact, I just asked around three times, and ya, I was using english when I'm talking, and that was with broken grammar and vocab [like now I wrote on my blog =p], and I don't think if my questions were that great, as they were talking about to all of the guardians. It makes me ashamed you know ?! Not because I'm proud, I just shamed. OK. And truthfully, I won't let myself in to that senior high school. That's not mean that I am not regretful with my own school, but my willing is in into Sinlui or P1 that you'all know, they have plentier experiences, famous name, and ya, great facilities with guarantee of brighten future. That's what I want, because I need that X factor to be a surgeon or you can say first, a doctor. I can't just go to my 'beloved' school, with a full scholarship and an extra crowd, bla bla bla, and hell, for the university, I got NOTHING! ZERO! That's pathetic man! So, wish me luck for the high school test around January, ok ;)
the brocure
Week to week passed. And it will be the time [22nd December 2009] for me to take my middle record. I'm so nervous about it! Will I be the best ?! Will my scores great enough to be the cater to in into high school ?! And what is their opinion with my class's wall magazine [it talks about our dream school, wm shs] And the most serious thing is, I haven't taken my dancing test. Ya, all this time. And I just have one more shot, this Monday, if not, I don't know what my record will be :( I need to discuss it with my 'crew' ASAP! This is the real DO or DIE! =P
December is the end of the year. Time passed so fast, that you can't even feel it. Just wait few times, it'll be Christmas. What will you do on that religious moment ?! Spend your time with family ?! Go to the church ?! That's all based on yourself. Everybody have the different way to celebrate it. And for new year, what's your resolution ?! It'll be great if you have a resolution that can be your clue to spend a year of 2010 [and if you believe in doomsday on 2012, I'm sure your resolution will be greater than last year =p] And for me [myself], this is my new year resolution :
1. Success with all of my test 2. Transforms myself 3. In into Sinlui/P1 Senior High School 4. Be a better Aleena 5. Not lazy anymore
+ wish list : gadget! like laptop, new handphone [ I won't buy BB, eventhough all of peoples in this world are dying with it, I just said, I DON'T EVEN WANT THAT STUFF =P], iPod, bla bla bla [buy for me please =p]
Boring! That's all I can say. No longer, I'll get my holiday. Of course I love holiday. But I don't like if I must spend all of days at home, doing nothing, autis with my computer, autis with all of my dvds, and autis with my imagination. It'll be a long holidays man! I'll get my holiday start from 16th December until 6th January 2009. Great huh ?! =p Ya, eventhough my parents told me that they'll take their holiday, off from the office [but In fact, that now, I won't go nowhere, because my mom went to her office, LEMBUR! How great saturday night and weekend today is! -.-], but I'm not sure that they'll spend all of that times with vacation, maybe just another recess, sleep bla bla bla. Oh I hate it so bad! I want to go to the Singapore again! My mom asked me to accompany her to SG, but I'll be the translator of the doctor, and explain what the doctor says to my mom. Oh, WTH! I am not confidence with that! So, I refused it, eventhough in my little deep heart (weks =p), I want to go there again. I still not in to Singapore Flyer, go to new mall at Orchard called ION, and a lot of things that I want do there! Ohh -.-
I love to make myself busy! Here's my courses wishlist :
# guitar and drum # breakdance and hip hop # driving # taekwondo # web design and graphic design # basketball
Ahh, I wish I can have all of it :(
I want to shopping a lot! I have more than five hundred thousand in my wallet (muahahaha). I want to buy a lot of books [such as magazines, comics, novels, bla bla bla], clothes, a black nail coat, rebounding tools, bla bla bla!! Ahhh >< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> I HAVE A SPORTS CAR! That doesn't even matter of the type (but usually I dream about Lamborghini and Ferrari). And I am being a famous photographer, that all of the pictures that I took are phenomenal. Aren't that insane ?! Hahaha. That's ok, that shows you that I'm a creative girl right ?! And of course, full of imagination =p
Ok, I've been talking too much today, wish you're not sick reading all of this sh*t, haha. Ok, so today's end here, and see ya! I'll write new post soon :)
Hii world! Miss you all! Fof first, HAPPY SUNDAY AND HAPPY WEEKEND!!! Yesterday, I went to Primagama, and asked a lot of things about that 'bimbel'. And I was looking for monthly end's result of my friends (ya, some of my friends are practice in there) and the score was hell bad! Hahaha. Ok, my parents told me, "SMP aja pake bimbel2 segala, iya kalo SMA! Udah ga usah bimbel2an! Buang2 duit aja!" WTH ?! Ok, truthfully, gw bimbel tuh supaya gw lebih 'dicambuk' sedikit, ya because you all know that I'm so lazy to study, right ?! And I don't think it's just me, everybody else do! Hahaha. So, kalo ada bimbel, mau ga mau gw harus pergi bimbel 3x seminggu, masing2 around 2 hours, di-drill soal2. Right ?! Bukannya nonton dvd, baca majalah, or yeah OL. I just can't hold my self to do all of that things, I love it! So, it might be the best solution right ?! =p Because, accidently, gw bener2 ga seberapa ngerti basic-nya, ya that's all because of my formers 7th and 8th grade teacher, yg ngajar gw ga bener =p. Ya maybe hambatannya cuma di transport dan waktu aja. Gw kan ga pinter ngatur waktu =p
After went to Primagama, me and my parents accompanied my mother to the clinic, finish, we went to PTC. Geez, ya I know it's satnite, that's because PTC was full of couples! Hahaha. Jadi iri ngeliatnya, JOJOBA (Jomblo Jomblo Bahagia) sih =p Tapi bener2 sangat disayangkan, koko2 di Sby muka standart-pasaran-pas2an, kebanyakan gaya, banci! Ngga kaya koko2 Jkt and Bdg, so damn fierce!!! Tapi di Sby masih ada yg mending kok, koko2 'cosplay' yg ketemu waktu di DetCon kemarin XD LOL And, I went to Trimedia, bought some UNAS exercise book (for exactly, I bought two, mathematics and sains, each reach around 50.000k, emane rek, mending buat beli apa gitu, swt ah -.-). I wasn't allowed to buy English or Indonesia exercise, because my scores were good enough in english (around 8-9) and for Indonesia, honestly, GW GA NGERTI SAMA SEKALI! Haish, udah bacaannya banyak, jawabannya mirip semua pula ! -.- JOH! And I bought LOOKS >>15k (gw ga dapet LOOKS Nov'09, no stock, kehabisan, padahal covernya itu GG loh, ada Chace :() and Shop&Shop Dec'09 (eww, gw ga suka bonusnya, tau apa ?! BANDO! Udah gitu PINK lagi !? You know that I hate that stuff right, especially STUFF IN PINK! Harganya naik lagi, jadi 20k., but I heart the cover, it's so damn fierce!) and Namaku Miiko! #1-4 and Yakitate Ja-Pan! #14 >> each 15k, ahh akhirnya kebeli juga tuh Miiko >.< style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0); font-style: italic;">semenjak bulan kemarin, ICE* kok ga nongol ya ?! The rest, covernya doang menarik, tp gw ga seberapa suka isi dan formatnya =p Gw juga beli bday's present buat my lovely friends, but I won't publish it here, ntar kalo anaknya baca kan ga seru tuh =p And one thing that I always tell you,I WANT TO BUY A LOT OF THINGS, BUT I DON'T HAVE ANY MONEY IN MY WALLET! And, gw ubah sekarang, I WANT TO BUY A LOT OF THINGS, BUT I CONFUSE, WHICH ONE MUST I BUY ?! Udah punya uang lo ?! Hahahahell yeah!My aunt that came from Kalimantan and just go back there yesterday, gave me 500.000k!Damnthanks!!!>.< style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">watched 2012 (AGAIN, this is the2ND time ok! Udah durasinya lama, bikin capek duduk di bioskop, bete! Iya kalo New Moon gitu gapapa,gw masih bisa punya pemandangan segar -baca: Jacob Black and Edward Cullen-, nah ini !? Hiburannya cumaferrari, lamborghini, bentley yg nyangkut di pesawat, and itupun jadi 'ringsek' gara2 pesawatnya landing ga karu2an, huft -.- Bete ngeliatin orang2 jatuh dari gedung, gelantungan di gedung yg mau roboh sambil menunggu ajalnya, that's hillarious baby!). Ya that's all because of my parents! Hah! NontonNinja Assasins ae kenapa ?! Buat apa buang225khanya buat nonton film begituanTWICE?! -.- O ya, I met BTX and CCtoo there, BTX asked me to accompanied her to bought the present for XXX(I wont' publish it here, she's the same gurl as I the gurl I bought her a present) hahaha. And, I didn't eat anything for dinner, just eating random JCool Couple with topings as usual (choco chips, almond, and longans). But, sial, mas2 yg ngelayanin gw kemarin tuh bener2DUMB!Masalongans mau diambilin kiwi, trus nyari choco chips lama banget *he was starring on all of the toppings, and he still couldn't find where the choco chips were -.-*Udah gitu,kalo ngasi pelit lagi. Hoh, rugi saia. Keliatan banget tuh dia 'trainee' -.- After that, my father saw a Roxy's gladiator on Point Break's etalase, and he told me about that. So damn fierce! Udah mau dibeliin sih, cumanomornya kurang gede sedikitT.T. Ah bener2 nasib punya kaki panjang minta ampun, susah banget cari sepatu!! Iri sama orang yg kakinya 'normal' Hanya ada 2 kemungkinan,gw cewe keturunan bule (sama kaya Cinta Laura, kaki dia jg panjang =p) atau gw bukan cewe. Hahahaha. Oh ya, just for information, SOUR SALLY will open at PTC, besides Naughty (near Hypermart), for exactly ex. Axis' counter.
Ok, today, I've a lot of things to do. I just finished read all of my comics that I bought yesterday, and 2 magz, dvds, UNAS exc book, and UAS are still waiting for me!Ok, ini semua gara2 UAS!! Ga selesai2, sucks! Udah paling telat, paling banyak, paling ga worth it (bayangin, senin ga ada UAS, malah masuk seperti biasa, pulang setengah 2, don't you think that much time enought for us to study ?! WTF!). Pokoknya, after I finish my UAS,FREEDOM IS MINE! I will do anything that I want do, enjoy christmas and new year bla bla bla.
My mommy still tell me to accompany her to her friend's wedding party. Ok, that's sucks. Doesn't she know my condition right now ?! I'm so busy darling! And 2 next day, I'll start my UAS again! And the most important thing, I don't like to go to the party, because I don't like to dress up like a freaking doll -and hell ya of course, I don't have anything 'appropiate' to be wearing- and I don't like to make up! OK ! And now, I'm in very2 bad condition, I have a lot of craps because of that ichyness, and I'm quite fat right now. OK, FAT! Don't you get it ?! That's the condition you must know about me!
OK, Friendster now is transforming. Memang sih, lebih gorgeous daripada yg dulu, tapii, I think it's more complicated and weird. Don't ya'll think so?!
OMG, I'm sick with my hair! I want to cut it out! Maybe, rebounding it or use hair extensions. I want my hair just like her!
Why didn't I write all on English?? Because I don't think that all of you can understand my broken grammar, broken vocabulary, or just can I say MY BROKEN ENGLISH ?!
Ok, I think today's end here, see ya next week (maybe), and wish me luck for my final test! ;)
Ahh, I'm so busy at this moment!!!UAS is ready for me, and I'm not ready for them, ahh. Sumpah, bahannya pada gaje semua! Ditambah lagi, UAS-nya skul gw tuh paling telat dan paling lama sendiri. Bayangin, on (twice) Monday, we won't have an UAS, but just regularly school. WTF ?! Ahh, geez, give me more power to face all of these things, and wish me get the best for myself :)
Yay! My cousins are here!! I miss them so much, they all grown up!! Sampe 'pangling' gw =p Bud, accidently, the youngest one, the only girl, very2 scared if she saw me. WTH ?! -.- But, I love them :)
Nothing special at school, but the funiest and the most romantic thing was a lot of my friends are in a relationship each other. How cute is that ?! Congratulation to them :) But, there were a happy one, but there were the sad one too. Some of my friends were broken hearted girl. Ah, so sad to hear their story *as a good listener and advicer =p*
"The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have."
Ahh, I love Kesha so much !!! Especially her debuted song, TiK ToK, so damn fierce and upbeat!!
" Don't stop, make it pop DJ, blow my speakers up Tonight, Imma fight Till we see the sunlight Tick tock, on the clock But the party don't stop,no Woah-oh oh oh Woah-oh oh oh (x2) "
I love photography so much!!! Rasanya seru banget waktu ngeliat Deviantart.com tab photography, so fierce! Pengen banget bisa punya foto2 kaya gitu, pengen banget bisa moto2 kaya gitu >.<
Duh, my baby freeze is so d*mn usual. Pengen ngejadiin freeze/air chair/turtle freeze/chair freeze, tapi ga bisa. Haish :(
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