junebug

bitter, sweet and fats

2012-01-03T20:16:00.082+07:00

OMG! This has been too long to be true that I haven't been writing on this blog! It seems like so year ago (actually it is, because we just faced a new year, yay!). Sorry for the super late post, I was super busy with the whole school things (as always). Well, I suggest you to follow me @leenlena so that you can keep up with me, mention me or whatsoever, and plus, I tweet everything there and the advantages, if I don't write any post, you still can read my stories there (also gossips, movies, whatever, I tweet -like- everything!). FYI, I don't write my opinion about movies on this blog anymore, I tweet it, so follow me for some movie recommendations! And oh, notice anything different with Junebug?! Yes, I kinda fixed it, simplier, more androgyny, do you like it? Ok, no more talking. Let's begin the journey! :)

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First semester of eleventh grade was tough for me. I was wrong to choose science over social just to make my parents happy. I found myself tortured over what's all in demand and worse yet, my point of entering science was all blurted out, I was just making my parents sad and embarassed over my not-so-called achievement. I hate science. I always do and that'll never change. And because of that reason, I simply don't like science, from mathematics, chemistry, physics, and biology. And I can't do them just right. Seems like all my hard works, sacrifices and times didn't come as a good result. It all went bed, worse than ever. I tried my best to like those horrible subjects, study harder than ever, but still, I failed. Seems like no hope for me at all. And those nightmares finally paid off as I received my report card just then. I got one red mark on physics. I knew it already, because how hard I studied, either the subject itself or the teacher failed me. To be honest, when I practice physics at home, I kinda nailed it, but when it came to the exam, I couldn't. WTH happen?! My math was 'save' because of the assignments. And for chemistry, I was doing it well, but I failed my final exam (I was blank when I'm doing it, ugh pissed), so it affected the final score. For biology, only God knew what happen. There was a little drama about biology. I failed all of the exams (well, not all actually, because the first ever exam, I passed), I took the remedial (not just me, the whole Sinlui's ward) and none of us passed the remedial. I didn't know that none of us passed the remedial, because the scores didn't appear in SIS (remembering that the teacher kinda lazy to update the score, I thought that scores still my real scores) until .. my friend told me that there was an assignment to do to cover the scores and I was late ONE DAY to submit (because I didn't know, the announcement only appeared in SIS and I didn't come to school because I haven't got any remedial schedule yet) and the teacher refused to accept my work (that I made at three in the morning, having just two hours sleep and drove straight to Sinlui after). I counted my final score and it didn't pass 70 and surprisingly after, my biology scored 70 on my report card, God knows what happen! Thanks sir for your generosity!

my final exam's scores before remedial (yes, failed on physics and chemistry)

so many failed exams, ugh

I got an A on my extracurricular which I attended only TWICE within a semester! Amazing right?! (sst, don't tell anyone that I actually faked my absent :p)

I promise, I'll do better, I'll concentrate better, I'll study harder, I'll have the confidence and the willing, I'll love science more and more each day. And no more procastinating and laziness. I won't be so naive for saying "No more remedial", but all I want is no red mark on my report card, this is the first and the last, EVER!

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I'm so glad that -finally- CENTRO and METRO opened here at Surabaya (Centro at GM and Metro at CW). I had enough with Sogo that lately hasn't been so updated about trends. FYI, DEBENHAMS will soon open their very first tenant here at Surabaya, at Supermall Extentions to be exact (plant to be opened in 2013), what a nice thing to hear!

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been reading this :

Manusia Setengah Salmon

author : Raditya Dika

Raditya Dika is back with his fifth book! This book is as entertaining as the other books, but I found myself sank into Radit's more mature style of writing. His timing of mixing comedy and life changing event is way better than ever! He just simply mixes our emotion, from laughing into serious face. I couldn't stop reading this book, seriously. And I love the cover, it's just simple and represent the title well. And the bookmark, God, so hillarious! Good job Radit, I expect more of you on the next book ya!

Chicken Soup For The Teenage Soul

author : Jack Canfield, Mark Victor Hansen and Kimberly Kirberger

I always love chicken soup series. I normally read the unpart one (mean : like for the teenage soul, parents soul whatsoever). Stories told perfectly, and very inspiring! My mind seriously couldn't stop wandering around when I read this book. Talking about my favorite stories, I would say all of them are my favorites. Each story brings different lesson of life. It's like stabbing my foolishness with knife and shout "Wake up, you ungrateful bitch!" Must read!

Sugar & Spice : An L.A. Candy Novel

author : Lauren Conrad

Finally, I bougt this book. I love L.A. Candy novel! From the very first, L.A. Candy and the second, Sweet Little Lies, very addicting! And the final series is just brilliant! I read it within a day, because I just couldn't stop thinking about what could be going on with Jane, Scarlett and so on. LC seriously good at this! I could imagine myself in Jane's position, in those glamorous world but yet not-that-great life. I love the ending LC brought up, so unfortunate, but yet make sense. You must read the series, seriously! And who doesn't fall for the simple sophisticated cover?!

Reader's Digest Asia

Singapore Edition

I've been reading this tiny magazine since two months ago. Actually, my dad told me to read this magazine years ago, to simply increase my English.And yet, I was at Periplus, wondering what to buy and decided to grab rdasia (at first, I looked for the UK one, but only the SG one available, so whatever, as long as it's in English, because I don't have any interest reading the Indonesian one). After reading it, I became an addict. The stories told there were just amazing. The layouting, the pictures are simple but great. The jokes, the word powers, everything just work! Looking for a subscription, but I don't think it'll be easy, so I think I'll just keep buying it at Periplus. And oh, don't forget to buy the Classic Edition, soo many inspiring and great stories told there!

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I was at Ciputra World, walking around and finally entered this store named "Teddy House". It was !%#^*$(*#&%& adorable!!! The idea of the business, the interior, the teddies, just omg! How creative! I asked my mom to adopt me one plus the clothes but all she said was just "No. It's just love at the first sight, you know how. Soon after you got this, you'll get bored with this." So true mom. But still, soo adorable!!

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Also from CW, I found this scrapbook store (originally from Singapore) named "Made With Love". It was so artsy. I want all of scrapbook's materials they sell. It was heaven for scrapbooker (but I'm not scrapbooker, I want to be one, but I don't think I can handle the detail :p). But seriously, the price tag girl .. tsktsktsk. I wanted to buy a wooden paper agenda, but it was 120k for heaven's sake *get out from the store*

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Gigs gigs gigs. And why always Jakarta huh ?! Surabaya wants too!

As for Simple Plan, they'll also held a concert at Surabaya, at Grand City to be precised, on 18^th January at 8 pm. 350k for the Festive ticket. I want to watch so bad, but have no money, duhh. Too bad they don't come after I get angpo :(

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Celebrating the sixtieth anniversary of SMAK St. Louis 1 Surabaya, my school will held a concert at SSCC (see the poster for details) and who's the guest ?! CHRISTIAN BAUTISTA! Wow, my school is awesome! But for the ticket, quite expensive, 200k/person. And unfortunately, for Sinluiers themselves, no free ticket. Duh. Should I come or not??! I would rather add 150k more to watch Simple Plan tho, uh idk.

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I bought a pair of new Converse. I was unwilling to spend 300k++ to buy this, because mine, the same one, is still wearable. But unfortunately, a hole on the old one and faded color. So sad, because it began more comfy than ever! Ah whatever.

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#RandomThingsInMyBedroom

I just randomly bought a sign from Ace Hardware, written "Dangerous Area" and sticked it on my bedroom's door. Ridiculous huh ?

This is my personal stationaries supply. When my mom looked at this, she was like "WTH! You got so much, no, even TOO MUCH! And why do you still buy a lot more?!" LOL!

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I finally found a shoe designer (Adri Wong) that actually CAN make a big size shoes (I'm size 11). I ordered a pair of heels (can't tell you the design, soon when it finished, I'll take a picture of it). But sadly, I can't order any boots, clogs, whatsoever. Only the open toe-back one. I was like "I want platform, 9 cm!" and my mom was like, "No, make it heels. And damn Dea, you're tall already, do you want to step on people or something?! Gosh, make it 5!" Ok ok whatsoever. And if the shoes are comfortable, I am willing to order more, flats (gladiators to be precised). Huahahha.

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#BodyCare

1. DIET. Please do your fucking diet lena, you're just too fat to be true! Don't you want the mocking to be end and get yourself your old body back and get those glorious time you had?! Lose some pounds please! Lose your damn appetite, God knows how! I target myself to lose at least 15kg within a month, seriously. I must eat very less and exercise more. Damn damn damn.

2. Get away zits, scars and comedoes. God knows how! Go to dermatologist!

3. Get a haircut! Your hair is damaged, very very damaged. Fall, dry, all of the above! Start using hair mask or something to prevent the damages whatsoever

4. Ask my mom how to apply shades, eyeliner and mascara. Start to put some powders and sun screen to prevent the heat if you don't wanna get tan. Why do I be such a makeup bitch lately?!

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I know it sounds cheesy to have #LunarMoneyResolution, but who cares?!

1. Styling iron : my flat iron has broken already and I got no curling iron, must buy asap!

2. Softlens : sick of being frog eyes

3. Make up kit : need it

4. Book shelf : I fall in love with one design at Index but it costs 1 million something .___.

5. Blackberry Gemini : I don't need it the most, but I just want the BBM, that's all

6. Speakers

7. New webcam

8. Cotton candy-popcorn-chocolate fountain maker : crave crave! but too expensive yet not-that-important

9. Polaroid camera : duh this is one failed wish

10. LED TV

11. One of these books

I want them all, but if I buy them all, it'll cost nearly a million, so I had to choose, and so far, I prefer The Teen Vogue Handbook and Style Yourself the most.

actually, they're all just craves, not to be fulfilled all, but at least some of them and yet, I can't choose, duh

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and also #Sweet17Wish

1. Nissan Juke/All New Toyota Avanza

2. New monochromatic bedset

3. SLR and its lenses

4. iPad

they're all depends on which my parents are willing to grant me one, since I DON'T THROW A PARTY teheee :D

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Newly opened, Nanny's Pavillon : SEWING ROOM at Gandaria City! Uhh, when Nanny actually expands their branches at Surabaya?! I want to try to eat there and feel the atmosphere loh :(

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I want to go here :

Gaga's Workshop

at Barneys New York

this spider idea is just brilliant!

This place is simply SO GAGA! All unique and weird stuffs that related to Gaga are available here! And the interior just OMG! So catchy and colorful! Brilliant Ms. Gaga!

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Transformers The Ride

at Universal Studios Singapore

This is killing me! Why now?! Why didn't this ride open when I was at USS last June?! Ugh! I am so wanna to go there! Mom, take me to USS again! Ugh.

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Diagon Alley

will open for all of those muggles, SOON!

where ? Warner Brothers studios in Leavesden, Hertfordshire - England

when ? March 2012

so want to go there :(

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I kinda curious with this new and the first indoor (also the largest in the world -they said) amusement park in Bandung, Trans Studio. This amusement park looks like Universal Studios, but it's indoor. The themepark also looks similar. And I often watch the atmosphere on Trans TV's programs and I found it interesting and worth to try. Well, I want to go there someday to find out. Who's with me?

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#PleaseOpenHereAtSurabaya

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feliz año nuevo !!

2012-01-01T22:07:00.034+07:00

Selamat Tahun Baru

Feliz Año Nuevo

Gelukkig Nieuwjaar

Glückliches neues Jahr

새해 복 많이 받으세요

Kalendis Ianuariis

新年快乐

Joyeux Nouvel An

С Новым годом

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 EVERYBODY !!!

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Time does fly so fast. We've said goodbye to 2011 along with its dirts and we're now ready to face a new hope, a new beginning, a new year that brings us whole new pages. Shit happens, but we gotta leave it all behind. Whatever happens in 2011 stays in 2011. Now, all we have to do is to face front, no look back and do what's best for us. I'm sure we've all come facing up this new year with a continuous resolution that hasn't fulfilled in 2011. Remembering that, we just have to put faith, to put some efforts and do whatever it takes to reach the highest. We can do it, no matter what people say to us, we're just gotta fight fight fight until it comes as a closure. And for those who were stucked in a bitter reality, move on! Do dreaming, dreaming isn't always a waste of time, because dreams do come true. Motivate ourself to do better than last year, because time keeps running fast. Don't judge yourself and also you can't take every compliments or judgements you get easily. Set up a goal, the highest one, and do not complain, do not hesitate, do not give up, until you finally reach your star. No more procastinating, no more being so damn lazy about everything, it's now or never. Life sucks huh? Yeah, it is, but that's what makes our life worth to fighting for :)

1. My super sweet 16 at USS. It was fuunn !! I won't tell you anything about it cause I've written it on my previous previous post, detail!

2. Quality time with my bitches. Crazy hang out, crazy dining, crazy cinema time, never ending craziness! You guys such an unforgettable creatures! haha

3. Being on FIVEORITE (XI IA-5 SMAK St. Louis 1 Surabaya). Such a fun and hillarious class! And also, met new friends, new classmates, more networking, that's great. And also I met new bitches, which are Audrey, Ratna and Ricka :)

4. All of Sinlui's events, esp Bazaar 2k11. It was an unforgettable moment I had with Fiveorite and Sushi Go! Tho I wasn't enjoying any events at all, but still, it kinda made scars on my mind :p

1. Gaining so much weights and never ending failed diet. I did realize that I was greedy, I was searching for what-so-called runaway from every shits happened back then. I did realize that foods were the only thing that kept me from thinking the worst or even from stress, but it didn't help and I couldn't stop and the effect did change everything in my life. I got tons of haters, I faced abandonements and I got like almost everybody mocking at me. It hurt, but what could I do? Nothing except regret.

2. Finally chose science class over social. And this was the only explanation about me felt so damn bad-stuck-stress-desperate-mad-fragile-hurt-fool-stupid the whole year, even now. I just wanted to set everythings right, but it turned out the opposite. I chose science because I didn't want to make my parents disappointed, but it turned out worst, it actually made them felt MORE dissapointed than I'd ever expected. 2011 was tough, like a never ending battlefield. Shit kept happen and happen and I found no closure. I felt such a damn loser to be honest. Everything went exact the opposite from what I expected. I didn't know what to do, what to reach, everything. I was just giving up, like so damn easily, like it wasn't even me at all. I wasn't like that a year before and I didn't know what cause that quick-worse changing. Low self esteem, not believing in myself were actually the crucial problem and I didn't find any closure. I tried and did my best, but it still the same. I didn't know what was going on between me and science subjects, I just .. COULDN'T. Idk why, I tried, I studied, I determined, I motivated myself, I pushed hard, but I still failed. Remedials queued with no end. I was sick of things that going on in my life, really. Seems like no hope. I watched people around me changed and I was like, "Why can't I? Am I doing it wrong?" If me, being stupid, was the answer, then why the heck I got the other subject perfect huh?! Idk, and my first ever report card in science class (which also be one factor that might not get me in to good universities) was 'burned' out. Damn.

3. Saying goodbye to one of my bitches, CB. It was hard, though she was just in Singapore, but still. I mean, she was living in my neighborhood. It was like missing a piece. And our quality time surely would decrease time by time (remembering that my other two are in social class, which like having a jetlag, different time zone whatsoever) I'd miss those crazy moments with my bitches, always. Though I knew them just less than a year, but they'd taken a big part in my life. Without them, I'd find myself more desperate than ever, really.

1. Better marks, better grade, better scores. I won't be so naive by saying "NO REMEDIAL" because it seems nearly impossible for me, remembering it's Sinlui .. and it's science we're talking about. All I want is just no red mark on my report card and pass eleven grade well, that's all

2. Lose some pounds. Really, I'm tired living in this kinda body. I want my old body back. I am enough with insult, abandonment, and being mocked. I gotta show them what I'm capable of, and of course, WHAT I WAS. Not being cocky, just motivating myself, that I WAS BETTER THAN THOSE PPL WHO SAYING SHITS ABOUT ME. And also, fix my dam hair. It's so dry, falling apart, and tangled. Plus, care more about my body, from zits, skin, scars, everything! I gotta start to take care of my own body. And learn how to apply make up if can.

3. No more procastinating, no more laziness, no more hesitate, no more giving up. Stop seeing everything only in my point of view. Start listening to other's opinion and take whatever it is as a compliment. No more rely on other's back, try and do my best. Ignore all shits that come with jealousy. Try to love everything I hate (we're talking about science and being told here). Love and care my parents more, esp mom, no more argue with her. Believe in myself, set up a high standard, set up a goal, be motivated and do whatever it takes to reach the highest. Stop being such a troublesome, throw away the anger and start using heart more than brain like I used to. No more being stucked whatsoever, try to lose and having fun without losing the point. I CAN DO THIS!

4. Do saving. Manage the shopping list, start giving more not asking more.

5. Everything goes well in life, health, school, friends and families.

5. Last but not least, LAUGH SARCASTICALLY AT MAYAN'S PROPHECY ON DECEMBER 21^ST 2012 at 00:01 :D

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younger, better

2012-01-01T18:28:00.052+07:00

I love youngster! I have some favorites (on my own) and I'll write them down here, so stand back, I'm about to drop some names! (from first to last)

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YOUNG. TALENTED. RICH. FAMOUS. RISING

(1997) I looooveee her the most! She's super talented (remember Kick Ass when she roled Hit Girl ?! she's soo damn awesome!) yet pretty! Looking at her now, I am like "Damn, this girl has grown, like, super fast!" Look at her now, looking mature and classy, but not trashy like -ehm- the Cyrus girl *no offense* And I love the way she sides her hair lately, so mature and classy!

(1998) Flawless. Pretty? Check. Quirky? Check. Famous? Check. Rich? Check. Great actress? Check. Unique model? Check. OMG SHE HAS EVERYTHING! She looks way more mature than her real age. She's just fierce and classy! She's born talented, both as actress (Super 8, remember?) and model (dozens of high fashion shoot? also Marc Jacobs campaign?). She got that quirky face, almost unique and she nails every expressions! Damn, I love Elle Fanning!

(1995) Flawless long-black-silky-straight hair, killer eyes, nearly 6 foot tall and slim body figures? Kendall is! I am loving her face, it's just .. different! She was born to be sexy, like her Kardashians sisters. I super envy her hair and body! And she looks like the younger copy of Khloe right?!

(1997) Sister of Kendall, not as tall nor as sexy as her sister, but she is uber cute! Her face is simply refreshing. I love her smile, so bad. She's the girl next door that you wanna be friend with.

(1999) This boy took my heart away when he roled Charlie Kenton's son, Max Kenton at Real Stell (sure you've watched it, it's like THE BEST movie ever!). His acting is flawless! He's very cute also! And his lazy expression just melted me! Loooveee him!

(1994) Elle's big sister who's also pretty and multitalented. Camera loves her. She looks good in every angles and she acts great too! I never get bored looking at her pretty face. Pretty pretty pretty!

(1989) Yes. She's the little sister of The Olsen, but please, do not shadow her with her twin big sisters! She's just as talented and as awesome as her twin sisters! Well, maybe not as pretty or as fashionable as her sisters, but looking at her innocence, it's just make me feel 'fresh' you know?! And her style is waaayyy more simple than her sisters, which I like. She's just .. you know .. refreshing! And she acts so damn good!

(1996) Maybe all of you still don't know about who she is. Well, if you watch Pretty Little Liars, then you'll notice her as the girl who roled Allison DiLaurentis. One thing for sure about her, PRETTY! And yet, she looks soo mature that I didn't even believe her age at first. I am loving her golden blonde hair and her sexy lips! And those green eyes, omg!

(1993) Just guessing from his name, you'll surely know that he's the son of Mr. Arnold, the noted actor and also a governor. And who knew that he had such an OMG son. Looking at Patrick remains me a bit of Taylor Lautner mixed Ed Westwick, don't you think ?! And his abs omg! Can't resist!

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CUTE. ADORABLE. FAMOUS & RICH PARENTS

parents : Tom Cruise & Katie Holmes

born : 2006

I love everything about her! She's just too cute and too adorable to be true. And the mixing of Holmes and Cruise makes her that pretty. And thanks to mama Holmes to dress her up that stylish, she looks adorable!

parents : Orlando Bloom & Miranda Kerr

born : 2011

Cutest newborn baby ever! Look at his eyes, omg! I'm sure he'll be the hottest guy ever when he grew up, I mean, really, he has Bloom and Kerr's beauty genes!!

parents : David Beckham & Victoria Beckham

born : 2011

She's just too cute to be true! Look at her innocent expression, omg!

parents : Scott Disick & Kourtney Kardashian

born : 2009

He looks more like Scott, means he's going to be handsome and womanizer? Who knows. But now, he's just too adorable to resist!

parents : Chris Martin & Gwyneth Paltrow

born : 2004

She is so pretty yet shy, how cute!

parents : Cash Warren & Jessica Alba

born : 2008

She looks like a free surfer girl, so refreshing and cute!

parents : Ben Affleck & Jennifer Garner

born : 2009

She looks cool and pretty! Love her!!

parents : Ben Affleck & Jennifer Garner

born : 2005

Violet is beauuutiful ! Look at her perfect blonde hair!

parents : Matthew Broderick & Sarah Jessica Parker

born : 2009

Cutest twin ever!!

parents : Gavin Rossdale & Gwen Stefani

born : 2006

This boy looks very boyish (thanks to mama Gwen) and rebel! He'll be such a womanizer then!

parents : Gavin Rossdale & Gwen Stefani

born : 2008

He's quiter than Kingston, but his coolness is cute!!

parents : Nick Cannon & Mariah Carey

born : 2011

cute cute cute!! esp monroe!

parents : Brad Pitt & Angelina Jolie

born : 2006

What an adventurous girl ! You go shiloh!

parents : Brad Pitt & Angelina Jolie

born : 2008

what an adorable twins!

parents : Pete Wentz & Ashlee Simpson

born : 2008

He's as rebel as his father and as cool as his mom? Maybe.

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The Voyage of The Runway

2012-01-01T18:02:00.014+07:00

“Sometimes I wake up and I think I should start wearing a beret, but I don't do it. One day I'm gonna, though. You bet your ass, I will have a beret on. That's ridiculous, but it's true. I always fight with wearing a beret.”

- Mitch Hedberg

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1. Wet look hair

2. Metallic color

3. Wrist Candy

4. Abstract floral pattern

5. Skin clutch

6. Red shoes

7. Charlotte Olympia's kitten flat

8. Sleeveless skater dress

9. Bouncy blowout

10. Taupe lilac nails

11. YSL gold hairpiece

12. White eyeliner

13. Classic red tartan

14. Chest peak

15. Waterproof jacket

16. Mustard

17. Icon prints tees

18. Pattern trouser

19. Oversized accessories

20. Zipper material

21. Lace outerwear

22. Bottom layers

24. Leopard shoes

25. Tan shade

26. Pale nails

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what's happening, happens

2011-12-29T11:01:00.083+07:00

"Let's hear what's need to be heard."

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Marni for H&M Spring (March) 2012

After Versace, H&M back with Marni! She will contribute with H&M for unisex apparel that soon will be released in March 2012 worldwide! I want ! :(

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Fred Perry X Amy Winehouse Final Collection

on SALE now!

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The Kardashians and The Jenner's Christmast Card

Looking glamour as usual .. tsktsktsk and omg Khloe, you look skinnier!! And oh, cutie mason!

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Alexa Chung gone skinnier than ever!

Lex, please eat some fats, you look incredibly scary! We're concerning about your health too. And to be honest, no clothes suits you best if you look like chopsticks.

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Kelly Osbourne Fracture Bones!

She 'accidentally' fell on the hotel's floor from bed and broke 3 bones of her left hand, ouch! Next time, be careful Kelly, get well soon !

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Britney Spears and Jason Trawick ENGAGED!

Well, congratulation to you two, and Brit, hope this is your last, k?! No more married-divorce drama!

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Katy Perry and Russell Brand are about to DIVORCE??!!

"She was like, 'F--- you. I'm going to do my own thing.' Russell replied, 'Fine, f--- you too.' "

"My husband, of course, every day I call him and I'm like, 'This happened,' and he's like, 'I know what that means, and here's the next play-by-play for tomorrow,' so he's gotten me really prepared for this week, thankfully." - Katy

"Sadly, Katy and I are ending our marriage. I will always adore her and I know we'll remain friends." - Russell

This is shocking, really. I couldn't believe it myself at first, that Brand actually sent divorce paper to Katy. I mean, they only married for a year! And their lovely fairytale wedding is now falling apart. What actually happened?! They both said that there's no connection between them again and they both fought way too much. They don't wanna hurt each other and trap in that kind of situation. They admit that the sparks aren't there anymore. Though those two will remain friend, but still, this is unacceptable. They're like two golden hillarious and the most lovable couple ever! Uh, so sad that it is going to be an end ..

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Why is Lady GaGa looking incredibly "NORMAL" lately ??!

Did she lose her craziness or what? Or is she out of crazy ideas?! Well, I don't judge her, but she looks a little odd wearing normal clothes, like -uhm- normal people. It feels like so-not-gaga, really. I don't adore her style of fashion, but still, she stands out tho, for being that weirdy-too-much kinda girl. It's kinda fun to wait for what's she gonna do next, she's an icon! Hope she'll find her real self soon ..

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Hottest Pal : Hailee Steinfeld and Tavi Gevinson

Noted fashion blogger meets sweety girl next door?! This is what will happen : the coolest pal ever! I envy both of them, for their success and especially for Hailee, her face. Damn, she got the face that no one will never ever resisted!

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Kellan Lutz and Sharni Vinson : Newly Lovebirds

You're all sure know Sharni. She's the main actress on Step Up 3 (she played Natalie). Both of them look cute together, and ofc, sexy (I mean, Kellan's abs and Sharni's flat tummy ? *sigh*). Hope you two last long!

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(with A.Chung)

Lanvin Doll & Elle Fanning

This girl is a wonder! And please, will fortune keep coming along her side, more and more?! Envy! And oh, loving her bandage and Lavin Doll, the one which Alexa holds.

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The Jenners for Hello Kitty X Forever 21

Kendall Jenner

Kylie Jenner (she is so cute!)

Cute faux bangs! These two adorable sisters are soo much happening! I personally love Kendall more, but when it comes to HK, pleasee .. Kylie does better! Kendall looks a little old for HK I thought :p

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Blake Lively + Ryan Gosling

(ex) Sexiest Man Alive meets Hottest Woman Alive?! May result as : HOTTEST COUPLE EVER!! I looooveee Blake! But I kinda think that she suits Ryan Reynolds more tho .. don't you think?

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A $90k Range Rover for Kendall Jenner's Sweet 16 ?!

This girl. DANG! She got like, EVERYTHING! Fame, sisters, body, face, wealth, and now the car!! Great *punch myself*

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Vogue's Editors Around The World

Look at miss Anna Winthoooh (Wintour)! She's like THE EDGE OF ALL, fabulous! I wish I could be one of them someday, sitting between Franca and Anna, maybe for Vogue Indonesia? :p

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H&M for "The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo"

This is like the pretty version of Lisbeth Salander. I am loving the leathery looks, from jacket, until the pants. And don't forget the miserably smokey eyes! *add add*

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Steve Jobs' Biopic?

Direct by Aaron Sorkin and role by George Clooney ?! THIS MUST BE HAPPENED! Really. I bet it'll be as epic as The Social Network was! And looking from Job's history, it'll be one exciting movie to be watched and for remembering his magical works for us. MAKE IT HAPPENS, HOLLYWOOD!

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Oprah for "Next Chapter"

Oprah is back! After announcing the very end of The Oprah Winfrey Show, she's back! "Next Chapter" produced by Harpo and airing on OWN (damn, she is so rich yet powerful!). Can't wait!

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Rihanna on A|J's short ad campaign!

FIERCE FIERCE FIERCE! Rihanna is a truly a bombshell. And what is the backsound again? Nailed it! But I hate the man, really, he looks ridiculous.

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TOM FORD for H&M [rumour]?

WHY NOT!

but sadly, H&M isn't available for Indonesia (for God's sake, the singapore's just in, and soon will be Jakarta and then Surabaya, SOOOOOONNNNNNNN enough -___-)

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Taylor Swift's Thank You Speech

Swift was actually wrote her 'thank you to' speech on her hand at CMA. Damn, she is so creative trololol ! Did she use permanent or waterproof marker?! :p

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Eva Mendes "Amy Winehouse look-a-like" in Holly Motors!

Hollywood is magical! Look at how similar they are! But Mendes is like the sexy-sexy Winehouse, but not as talented :p

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Bradley Cooper is The Sexiest Man Alive!

“I think it’s really cool that a guy who doesn’t look like a model can have this [title]“

You truly deserved it Brad, I mean, no one can resist your smile, really. And oh, sorry Ryan Gosling! :p

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Selena's sibling on the way !!

“Momma and Brian are finally letting me share the news… My mommys carrying my baby brother or sister :) I’m the happiest girl in the world!”

I'm happy for you Selena! Hope it's a girl so that she will be as pretty as you are :)

[update] HER MOM MISCARRIAGED!! So sad to hear that Selena :(

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Lady GaGa VS Roisin Murphy

(click to enlarge)

Who's copying who? This will remain a mistery. But I could say, Gaga suits that look more, agree?

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Wedding on Gossip Girl ?

Blair and Louis? HELL NO! How about my sexy CHUCK BASS?! Damn. And please Leighton, can't you be less pretty ??! Ugh. Look at how flawless you are in that wedding gown, ugh. Well, still, can't wait for S5!!

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Karl Lagerfeld for SEPHORA

Karl's figure doll, fiercely cute!

snow globe

fragrance

make up pouch

nail polish

eye shadow, damn i love the design!
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The Fannings for W December 2011

Stunning. Dakota brings up her outer beauty that will make every girls jealous. But, what really take my eyes is Elle. She's born talented, I mean, as a model. She got the expression, that cute yet quirky face, loving 'em all. I would say that Elle shadowed her big sister.

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/em /

paperdone

2011-10-11T22:57:00.006+07:00

stolen from here

*****

Maybe I should...
study harder

I love...
movies, music, foods, internet, money ?

People would say that i'm...
super cool and stiff

I don't understand...
why am I being this dumb

When I wake up in the morning...
I wanna go sleep again

I lost...
my dear brain

Life is full of...
sacrifices, fights

My past is...
better than right now

I get annoyed when...
my brain and my feeling aren't connected, so I just assume that everything and everyone is annoying

Parties are...
fun sometimes

I wish...
I could be smarter

Dogs...
are ok, but I don't like them

Cats...
are OK, better than dogs

Tomorrow...
I'm gonna watch CARS 2

I have low tolerance...
towards irresponsibility and ambiguity

If I had a million dollars...
I would buy a ferrari, a penthouse and taking a world trip with my beloved parents and grandma :)

I'm totally terrified...
of failure

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My Personality
I’m loud.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My Appearance
I’m shorter than 5’5.
I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I’ve had braces.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often.
My ears are pierced.
I have small feet.

Relationships
I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships
I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been on a train.
I’ve left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve gone bungee jumping.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music
I listen to country.
I listen to some pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.
I’m dating a DJ

Television
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and like The OC.
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like House.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and like CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life
I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black.
I’ve been red.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve been brown.
I’ve had streaks.
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve had purple/pink.
I’ve been blue/green.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.
I’ve had/want dreadlocks.

School
I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
I’ve yelled at a teacher.
I’ve been suspended.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed Math.
I’ve failed Science.
I’ve failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.
I’ve been caught skipping.

*****

Am I this dumb?

2011-10-11T21:20:00.045+07:00

STUPID. DUMB. MORON. LOSER

*****

soo, what did you miss?

#1 Sinlui's 2k11 Bazaar (Friday - Sunday, 30^th September - 2^nd October 2011 from 8am-10pm). It was ... idk ! It was fun, enjoyable, memorable, unforgettable, tiring, crazy, hectic, anything that could describe how amazing it was. I had a very very good quality time with my classmates, it would be stucked in my mind, forever, bet ya. SUSHI GO was hectic, super crowd! Though I was sad that we (eleventh graders) only got bazaar once, when our seniors and juniors got twice, but still, it didn't make us -you know- jealous, because we presented as best as we could (but I can't say that we were better than them). We decorate well, promote well, cook well, everything! Yeah, eventhough there were some fights going on, but still, it didn't make us separate, but actually made us stronger. Well idk how much the profits we got, but idc, because experiences and togetherness were soo much better than profits. I just didn't want it to be an end, seriously. There's no words to describe how valuable it was for us. Ok, let me tell you the story day by day. Day one, which was Friday, 30^th September 2011, we only opened half day, because we use the morning 'til afternoon to decorate (though we already decorated the day before and had some fights going on with 2 strongholds, but fortunately, it ended up great and lemme tell ya something, on thursday, I was miscostume, idk if we didn't allow to use shortpant, but I did wear it, so I was worried by myself though it ended up OK -__-v). That day, me, Audrey, Ratna and Ricka also went to Hokky to buy some supplies and stopped by at PTC to have lunch at Pizza Hut. It was crazy! And I also remembered that we'd bought a lot of supplies but it still didn't enough. We ran out supllies TWICE that day and rejected orders for about 20 or more. Phews. And then, the following day, early at the morning, Audrey called me. She told me to go to her house, to make sushi(s). My driver hadn't come yet that time, so all I could do was taking pedicab to go to her house (yes, her house is near mine, so it's a benefit for me actually). We were making lot of packs of sushis, but still, ran out 4 times! (FYI, I was mad because of something, but I won't tell you the reason why, just forget it). And btw, Ivana and Devina stopped by to my stand, ahhh miss them both so bad! (Kelly did visit me the day after, miss her too!) And the following day, I quited making sushi. I was super nauseous with it, seriously (if you don't believe me, try to make more than 80 rolls of sushi within a day!), so I just leave it to my friends. It wasn't quite crowd that day. We did have some sushis left but that's ok. The last day of bazaar ended well. Our Miss Sinlui's candidate, Nanda, didn't win the title but did win as Miss Favorite, congrats! And congrats to my former classmates from SOS (XC 1011), Eve, to win that title! So proud of you! And oh, FIVEORITE also tooks some picts in photobooth (which photos I haven't got yet), and it was fun! WE TOOK PICTURES WITH OUR BELOVED MRS. SIANE! :3). But what pissed me off, MY DRIVER. He was off. Seriously sir, I didn't pay you to make child with your wife back there at home! Why should I went home with my friends if I had a fucking driver but unfortunately, super irresponsiple ?! Shit.

the crowd outside at the opening day

inside

our stand

the promotion boards

decor inside

we also served milo and burger (that's the burger seller who's raising his left finger)

yukata girls (yes, we promoted using yukata!)

pop singer

the winner of mr & ms sinlui

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SINLUI BAZAAR 2K11

as FIVEORITE

was ... RAWKS!

#2 The homicide of FROG. Suspect : ME. We were having practicum, biology practicum to be precised. We were told to observe Frog's muscle whatsoever. FYI, I didn't scare of frog, rat, lizard, anything but INSECTS, seriously, I had trauma with it. I was being wild that day. I just taking my friends' frogs, put them in the jar full of anesthetics until they fainted and then we got to cut their legs. It was FUN, though we didn't get a chance to actually 'mutilate' it haha.

#3 CONCERT. Damn Jakarta! WHY ALWAYS JAKARTA??!

#4 iPhone 4S. Well, at first, I thought Tim Cook was releasing iPhone 5, but he wasn't. NANGGUNG GITU KESANNYA haha. iWant iPhone5, not iPhone 4S :p

#5 RIP STEVE JOBS. The greatest among all. Your works will always be remembered. Your out of box thoughts, your creative ideas, your humbleness, your simplicity, all of that're good from you. You're a legend that will never be forgotten. You'll surely never be replaced, by anyone or anything. You told us how to think differently, how to think out of common, all of them. Thank you steve jobs, thank you so much. Though I didn't use any of your works, but still, I adore it.

#ThankYouSteve #iSad #RIPSteveJobs :'(

#6 Hyun Bin at Jakarta. Idk the reasons, some militaries thingy if I'm not mistaken. But hell Syahrini, GET YOUR HANDS OFF FROM HIM! Shit. Anyway, JAKARTA AGAIN. Thank you so much, CAPITAL CITY.

10 points, thanks for that fucking anjem back then --v

#7 MidSemester's record. DAMN DAMN DAMN. I'm dissapointed, mad at myself. Idk what's wrong with me lately, I was being super dumb, dumber than the dumbest! Idk what to do, seriously. I'm dealing with something that I'm incapable of. I tried my best, I studied hard, I could to all of the exercises, but still, WHAT DO I GOT?! WHAT DO I ACHIEVE?! WHAT DO I PROUD?! Or even bother, blank.ness or even unsolved wired in my head?! Idk, I'm just stuck. I can't take it anymore. I'm afraid of not to make it to twelfth grade, seriously. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO HUH ?! I am willing to make myself better, but that motivation, that willing just faded when I see what I got after what I've done, really. And what's hurt that my mom actually telling me to move to social class, RIGHT NOW, AT SINLUI. Is she out of her mind or something?! SHE WAS THE ONE WHO TOLD ME TO IN TO THIS FUCKING HELL SCIENCE CLASS WITHOUT THINKING OF ANY POSSIBILITIES THAT I ACTUALLY FAIL WITH MY LIMITATIONS AND WITH FUCKING SCOLDED ME WITH HER FAMILY HISTORY OF EDUCATION THAT WERE ALL SCIENCE, idgaf man. And now, after seeing my horrible scores and my lack of opportunities to in to some top universities with (ofc) cheaper bucks, all she needed to do is facing my headmaster, overcome the impossibilities and actually shame me in front of the whole school. WHO AM I DUMB OR SOMETHING?! MOVING ON THE EXACT HALF WAY?! Ugh no can't do mom. I'll try my best. If I still fail, idk, it's 90% your faults.

#8 CONGRATULATIONS TO SEBASTIAN VETTEL AS THE FORMULA ONE 2011 DRIVER CHAMPION! He is superb! Though he didn't do well at Suzuka, but still, he stole the title, SO FUCKING EARLY IN A SEASON! He's miraculous. He's calm, YOUNG (24th for God's sake), HANDSOME, RICH (yeah man), humble, down to earth, loyal (ask Red Bull or Webber for proof), fast, stable, anything! He also a record breaker, same as schumi, as the back-to-back driver champion in such a very very young age (the youngest actually), overcome Alonso, Senna, Hakkinen, Porst, and even Schumi himself! His pole positions and winning are just uncountable! He's damn awesome! He could be the next Schumi if I may say. Same from germany, same passion, same born-talented driver, same spirit, you go vettel!

this bag is SO ME, but not the color (yes, I'm super dissapointed with the color), I mean by the design, it could be used as jumbo size clutch, sling back, or even handbag. But then again, because of the color, it goes to my mom :(

also got that

#9 Won a bag from LOOKS Magazine and mybagstage.com, thank you so much! :*

#10 TOEFL PBT Placement Test at Direct English. SO SUCKS! Only 73 points ahead from last year! Damn, I must take a course there then, to reach my target : 650 !

*****

EXAMS, you hell

1. Mathematics : damn 68! Just 2 points away! Damn! I felt I could do this probability exam, but still, WHAT DID I GOT?! Huh fuck.

2. Extensive English : 80. Not so bad, though I didn't do it well.

3. Mandarin : 99. Lao shi, WHAT'S UP WITH THE 1 POINT HUH ?! -___-

4. Physics : Fucking 36. 3 corrects out of 10. Great. I admit it, I COULD NOT DO IT, even I did understand the concept. Duh.

and what's next ?

1. Mathematics : Trigono. Dead end.

2. Chemistry : Reaction rate. Ok, I MUST GET BETTER! It's not that hard!

3. Biology : OMF Lord! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS TEACHER?! The subject is NAH NAH, and the teacher is FUCK FUCK. Damn.

*****

LOUIS VUITTON Island Maison at Marina Bay Sands Singapore

ahh so lucky to be Singaporean to have such a huge high-fashion 'statue' like this! envy envy! and dissapointed also that it wasn't official yet when I was there at Singapore -__-

*****

Mrs. Rowling, OPEN THE REGISTRATION FOR POTTERMORE AGAIN PLEASE?! I lost my confirmation email and I'm dying whenever I heard my friends playing. Please please pleaseeee :'(

*****

leaked awesome

check facebook for more!

*****

I wanna download Westlife's songs so bad, but the albums are just too many. Anyone has a suggestion of their songs?! ;) And oh people, I haven't written any movie reviews yet, it's so many! Around 30 movie or something. Just wait, I still don't have much time to write it! :)

*****

-awesomeness end here-

can I have some more?

2011-10-11T20:16:00.014+07:00

"The Boys" by SNSD MV Teaser

OMG YOONA and TIFFANY! Sunny too! aaa! can't wait!

*****

"Lucifer" Japanese MV by SHINee

*****

"I Like You The Best" by B2ST MV HD

*****

ROOKIEMAG.COM by Tavi Gevinson

this magazine is addicting! you're genius tavi!

*****

Patrick Schwarzenegger for HUDSON

daaammnnnn!! ♥

*****

Cameron Diaz and Alex Rodriguez SPLIT?

are they?

*****

Rihanna for ARMANI

FIERCE!

*****

Reese Witherspoon's dark spots after accident

get well soon Reese!

*****

Stunningly beautiful Nina Dobrev at Emmy Awards 2011 wearing Donna Karan

*****

Rihanna takes little brother, Rajad shopping at Nordstrom

envy envy!

*****

Ali Lohan scarily skinny!

*****

ScarJo's nude photos leaked!

she brought up FBI also, ckckck

*****

newlyweds : KIM KARDASHIAN and KRIS HUMPHRIES. A fairytale wedding.

The most beautiful black-white gala! Kendall and Kylie so beautiful! So did Demi who was having her birthday on the same day. Baby mason uber cute! The bridesmaids and the maid of honours (which were Khloe and Kourtney) so pretty! And there's Avril and Kim's stepbrother, Brody Jenner also! And VERA WANG for all of those beautiful dresses. Don't forget also Eva Longoria, Lindsay Lohan, Ciara, etc!

*****

VOGUE for Marilyn Monroe

(left to right) Michelle Williams for VOGUE US, Sasha Pivovarova for VOGUE Paris and Rihanna for VOGUE UK

*****

HARPER SEVEN BECKHAM. Beyond cute!

OCTOBER's trends

2011-10-11T19:59:00.006+07:00

1. jumbo size clutch

2. naked dresses

3. disco dipped heels

4. galaxy prints

5. noir glasses

6. thick eyebrows

7. mint green color

8. crossbody bags

9. choker

10. star pattern

11. prada baroque

12. ralph lauren brown fringe bag

13. denim skirt

14. celine luggage bag by phoebe philo

A-Cha by Super Junior

2011-09-27T14:46:00.004+07:00

not as good as Mr. Simple, but still, my Donghae, Siwon and Kyu looking sooo .. unresistable!

SUSHI GO

2011-09-24T18:00:00.013+07:00

XI-IA5 (FIVEORITE) PRESENTS :

"Come and taste the tastiest homemade sushi that will blown your mind! This is an unordinary sushi that comes with whole new different level with an affordable price! Really really worth to try!"

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St. Louis 1's BAZAAR

Jl. Polisi Istimewa 7, Surabaya

30^th September - 2^nd October 2011

stand #65 (straight from the front gate)

entrance's ticket : 5k/person

session :

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MENUS

for about 10++ different kinds of sushi, range from 5k-20k (see and taste it by yourself! menus and prices updated here soon!)

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[ the word "GO" from "SUSHI GO" literally means "FIVE" in japanese, which is symbolized our class, SCIENCE FIVE]

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SUSHI GO ...

"Sushi like no other."

"Sushi will never be the same anymore .."

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COME AND TRY !!!

mirror mirror on the wall, who's the craziest among all ?

2011-09-24T14:48:00.043+07:00

"Mirror mirror on the wall, who's the precioust among all ?? I think that I am, I think that I am."

- Sassy by Kat Graham

*****

Hell yea I'm back people! I have tons to share to you guys. This past two week has been super hectic that I couldn't even enjoyed what we called "weekend", thanks for those very-hijacking-brain exams and those bazaar thingy! But now that I'm here, let's forget about everything, because I dedicated myself, whole day long, to write this post right now, so enjoy !

*****

I MISSED WHAT??!

1. I was being a super bad referee. Yes, referee. I thought it was super easy to be one, until I experienced it by myself. Well it actually happened on my last PE. The teacher told us to memorize some offense's signs that shown by the basketball's referee (like double, travelling, bla bla bla). Ok, I was memorizing it well, but in fact, I couldn't even understand what the players were doing. K, pass on it, I was just copying my left friend which was .. idk, and she got it all wrong, so did I, great.

2. Next practicum subject : OPERATE THE FROG! Hell yeaaa I love doing some illegal surgery with frogs, yeah! Am I afraid of it? No of course not. I only afraid with insects' family, but not with rat, frogs or even lizard.

3. Congratulation to LEILA LOPES from ANGOLA to win MISS UNIVERSE 2011's title! You go girl ! Love you shiny shimmering black skin and your bright gorgeous smile! You deserved it! Though I didn't watch the show (bcs it was too late), so idk what was going, but still, congratulation!

4. Happy 45^th bday mom! Sorry if I've done anything wrong to you (well actually, a lot, so sorry mom). Wish you happiness, fully healed, wealth and so on, all the best for you! Oh also, thanks for taking me to an orphanage that day, it was really touching, I mean by seeing those homeless-parentless child growing-eating-living sober and still very grateful, not like I do. So what I am saying is, I'm very grateful to be whatever I am now, because I am (like) much luckier than they are and that's because of you and dad, thank you very much! No more ungratefull-ness whatsoever, promised! And by the way, anyone wanna do some charities with me?! To gather money and you know help those oprhans? I'm so willing to do that but not enough fund, you know ?! Need a companion and more money. Interest?

5. Apel pagi. Idk what it used for, but it sucks, it was like a flag ceremony whatsoever, duh full stop.

6. I bought this :

thanks mom for paying :p

*****

HOW'S YOUR EXAMS, DUMBASS?

1. Mathematics : I could do that, seriously. If I still get a bad mark, then what next? Suicide?

2. Programming : Screw this lesson. I just can't understand the point, really. I got a quite-good score at the memorizing-thingy subject (I'm still pissed that I didn't get one hundred, because I felt like I got it all correct --), but not the practice one! Ugh, it was so easy tho, after I knew the correct answer, why am I so simple minded huh ?! And oh, thanks for Jessica, for helping me on the remedial :)

3. Chemistry : Fuck this. I felt like I could (when I was doing the exercises the day before the exam) and when the exams happened, I couldn't even do a single number! Damn. I wasn't blank, I wasn't nervous or anything, but I just couldn't, don't know why -- Ok, hello remedial test!

4. English : I got below 90 and it sucks, really. Just some ridiculous mistakes that I made, ugh.

5. Extensive English : This test made me so confused, ugh, I wasn't sure with my answers (almost half of them) and I'm afraid of a bad mark or even worse, remedial --

*****

Monday, September 19 ^th , 2011

SUSHI TRAINING. I trained my fellows to make sushi for our bazaar. First, we shopped for the materials and then made it. They've done a really really great job, in such a brief period. Here's the results :

yum huh ??

sushi made by : me and my friends

photographed and edited by : me

*****

September 21 ^th and 22 ^th , 2011

MOVIE MARATHON DAY, after school, tickets bought 5 mins before showing time. On the wednesday, I watched FINAL DESTINATION 5 at PTC, the exact same day as the movie premiered hohoho. I was completely friendless that day, I was watching it alone, still wearing my white-grey uniform and sneakers, and worst of all, I was the only one who got no company and sat far away from the crowd. But that's ok, it's better that got a company and he/she asked too much, talked too much and so on. And what pissed me off that day, those "koko-cece" group sitting on the row besides me. They cursed and screamed a lot. It was going like this :

girl : "ARRRGHHHHHHHH." (quickly covered her eyes with her hands)

boy : "FUCKKKK, WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT!!??!!"

girl : "Oh my god oh my god ... !!!"

me : (thought) "SHUT THE FUCK UP PEOPLE! I can't catch the tense with your lousy noisy voices! IF YOU CAN HANDLE THIS KINDA MOVIE, JUST LEAVE! Damn."

Seriously, what did they even scared of huh ?! The movie wasn't that scary. I didn't even get a single shock tsktsktsk. Ok, continue. On the day after, I watched The Rise of The Planet of The Apes. I was watching it at Lenmarc, which was sooo damn quiet, and there were only bunch of people who were in the same studio with me. And what was terrifying that I came in to the studios like very first thing in the mean time. THERE WAS NO HUMAN BACK THERE IN THE STUDIO. And the lamps were dim. Ok, I wasn't afraid of anything. But yeah, it kinda brought my nerve up because I was afraid when I turn my head back, I could see SOMETHING, you know what I mean. I waited people to show up for like 10 mins until I gave up and got out to grab some popcorns. Luckily, I finally got a companion after entered the studio for the second time. Well, kinda jaw-dropping, but still, fun as hell ! haha. And oh, I suggest you to watch cinema by yourself rather than watch it with your friends, here're what I called the benefits of watching movies at cinema ALONE :

1. No distraction. Distraction here I mean, no stupid question from your friends, no noisy voices that bother you a lot.

2. Easy-booked ticket. Seriously, you can only just buying it 5 mins before the showing time with nice seat!

3. No waiting. I mean, your friends will always late right?! You can't enjoy the trailer then ...

4. PEACE. FOCUS.

well, that's the benefits, though you will look incredibly awkward and weird by watching alone and no one to talk/get in together, but still, it's THE BEST, I bet you.

ps : I'll write the reviews after I get spare time, promised

*****

Friday, September 23 ^th , 2011

HOLIDAY! Well, actually it wasn't. It was just SINLUI HOT (a competition for middle high all across Java held by my school, presenting : science-debate-english-choir competition) going on and my school didn't have enough class, so the eleventh grade got a holiday, the tenth grade in (and today the opposite, lucky for those twelfth grader, 2 days full holiday --). And what was worst that our choir's teacher told us to report the choir's competition that day, buuut I DIDN'T. How could I?! Because my teammate told me not to, because she was gonna tell her sister (who was tenth grade) to report it for us, so I'm free and yeah freedom means I flew up there to PTC with Novita, Tika and Gaby. It was fun, since I missed hanging out with them, A LOT. And what was funny that Novita found out a way to play basketball at Amazone, using 500 penny only (when the actually penny cost more than 1000 haha), she got the tickets a lot. Then, we walked around and ended up at Pizza Hut when exciting thing happened. We ate salads and then came the time that we had to pay (ofc). Novita asked me and Tika to give her wallet that was on our bench to her, but we said, "IDK WHERE YOUR WALLET IS.". She kept telling us to do that, untiiiiiilllll .... she walked away. Yes, WALKED AWAY, with her car's key ONLY on her palm. Me and Tika quite shocked, since she hadn't paid her salads (which was wrapped already, yes she bought one to take away, she left it also). So, I paid for her salads (using her money in her wallet that was hiding by Tika, idk where it was to be precised) and started looking for her. Short story, we found her and what was she doing? GIGGLING. Great, you got us -___-v. Btw, I got this :

VOGUE

September Issue (758 PAGES!)

for only 60k! damn cheap! and this magazine is AWESOME! truly fashion bible! loving the editorial, the ads (which are designers' thingy), the chessy-writes, the simple layout, the breathtaking photograph and so on! miss wintour, you nailed the september issue, AGAIN!

*****

TODAY

Attended SINLUI HOT. Idk what was going on today, I was just chilling around with my friends, watching Shutter on my friend's laptop, like that. I didn't do the report thingy that the teacher assigned us to do (not for no reason, I missed it because I was helping those bazaar-thingy). And we did some sushi making also, after school and it was a total wracked, really.

*****

#want

1. FASHION NIGHT OUT by VOGUE

the official bag

the official tee

ugh how I wish I live in US :(

2. MISSONI for TARGET

3. ALEXIS magazine

THIS MAGAZINE IS INCREDIBLY AWESOME! This is Singapore's magazine. I've ever bought one when I was there but I still want more! They have those signature lookbook, writing and layout that I adore so bad! :(

*****

#PleaseOpenHereAtSurabaya

*****

-awesomeness end here-

Oh My G.A.D.S !

2011-09-10T18:57:00.111+07:00

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead…

(Secret - The Pierces)

*****

Sorry, I haven't been blogging for such a looong time. I'm super busy with the whole school's thing and it freaks me out, really. So, I must say that you missed a lot of things, since I didn't write any, so I suggest you to follow me @leenlena to keep you update. So, What did you miss ??!

1. After school mass : This is the newest requirement from my religion's teacher. He told us to attend the after-school mass at sinlui's chapel every tuesday and friday for AT LEAST 30 times in a semester. This is sucks. First, I'm not catholic, so that's not my duty kinda thing. Second, I have like tons to do after school. So, guess how much is my attendances?! 3 for real. But thanks to my classmates to fake the absent haha thank you so much!

2. I got an M-Tix finally! For you who don't know about what mtix is, I tell you what it is, it's a mobile ticketing (well we can say, E-Ticketing), so we can buy tickets via online/text/call, but for CINEMA 21 and XXI all over Indonesia, ONLY. Yay! Well actually, there was a story behind it. I was registering for it (with my mom ofc, bcs I need her ID) then those membership hadn't actived for like 3 weeks, because of the staff's fault, they didn't tell me everything about the requirements and they didn't set things up, so it was delayed, but now it's active :) I wanna watch CAPTAIN AMERICA, THE TREE OF LIFE and THE RISE OF THE PLANET OF THE APES, which are midnight and premiere now, but shit, exams do -___-

3. I took Mitreka as my extracurricular again. Yes, AGAIN. And no offense, the companion teacher is as sucks as the old one -__- But hell, what can I do huh ?! And the worst thing is, I lost my passion to write the movies' review column again, so I just copied it from the internet. I didn't mean to do that, but I'm kinda lazy because of Mitreka's quality this day, I mean, no progress, I really mean it. And I still haven't spread the class profile's brochure and polling yet, ugh, blame the exams!

4. I finally joined Wie Goan Tuition. It's been a month, but I still got nothing but not-that-accurate exercises. I was hoping that I could understand better and got a better mark if I attend this kinda tuition (wie goan is actually famous among Sinlui's), but I didn't nail it. Actually, I COULDN'T. I couldn't even understand what the tutor said, I'm just like that kinda alien sitting on that class with unknown ppl who study like beeast! Guess I can't do class tuition, because I can't focus and I don't have the courage to ask (shame ofc). So, I plan to quit next month (because I've paid this month fee, if I haven't, then I'd quite like immidiately) and try to join my friend's class-tuition, with extra fee, but more study hours and more tutors, and nearer location, sounds great, who knows I might be lucky ?! But I can't give up on my private tutor, he's like THE BEST! Though my marks are still as awful as a monster -__-v

5. I applied to join Sinlui's web team, called S.W.E.E.T or something, but no news came up, so I guess I didn't make it ?! Yeah I think so. No offense, but you were wasting a talent (cocky?! yes I actually am)

6. I got a nickname from my classmate, RATNA to be precised. She calls me with the word "NYAK". Idk where that nickname came from, but I wouldn't lose with that kinda silly nickname, so I just called her "NYAK 2". We're even now.

7. Google +. I'm curious with this new soc-net, but I can't join it because we need sorta email invitation to be joined. So, anyone have?! Invited me please! :)

8. My parents have just bought a single bedroom apartment at Orchard Mansion, on the top of Supermall Extention that will be released on 2014 with high-end segment and guess what, there'll be DEBENHAMS in it! yeah yeah! Finally, my 'nest' (read : ptc) will grow bigger! And my parents also bought a new car, Grand New Kijang Innova. Idk why did they become such a spender lately, from new kitchen set, new vences, new dining table and now an apartment and a new car. Well, I'm just hoping that they'll make my wishes happen, which are new car, SLR, an iPad and ofc a new bedroom decoration :)

9. STUDENT COUNCIL's campaign. I forgot at when it happened, but one thing for sure, it was crazy! Sinlui was like helding a performing arts, and it was huge! It sponsored by Honda (idk why that company always sponsors us on every events). The art performers were crazy, lunatic! Hillarious! FYI, my classmate (well actually my class chief) was the candidate for the president and he did win! congrats Tedja! Make sinlui better than ever! And if I may ask, try to make this happen : a huuuugee parking lot for students, an ATM machine, lockers and event on Halloween!

10. Education Fair. It was on 15^th of August. It was sucks. You know what, I went around the exhibitions for nothing. There was none of my favorite (or target I can say) universities joined there, local nor overseas. So I was just walking around, asking for brochure, like that. And what was interesting, that I made 50 sushis for the whole class (I promised them to make one, and luckily the fair held at 10am so I had a time to make all of them) and it was vanished for just about 5 minutes! Beeeassst!

11. Indonesia's Independence day. On August 16^th, my school have a race for celebrating our nation's independence day. I was chosen to be one of the team, but unfortunately, I was having a bad stomachache that day, so I couldn't make it. And my class didn't even pass the first segment! Duh. I wish I could filled in :( And on August 17^th, the whole school have a flag ceremony and what was special that guests, from students to teachers & headmaster from a catholic high school in taiwan came to visit our school. They were greeted like a some kind of important guests or something. They stayed and learned in our school for about a week I think, but my class didn't get any of those taiwanese students because my class was completely full and no one can actually talk chinese properly. And what was funny, that those taiwanese headmester gave us remarks while the flag ceremony held, but no one actually understood it like we understood English (well some could, but it didn't reach into 20 I think), so I guess our headmester, ROMO ALEX, thought "Well, Sinlui's students can't understand nor speak chinese, so I guess I must do something." you-know-what-i-mean.ish haha.

12. My class already got a name, which is FIVEORITE. It's a slang, from FAVORITE and we change the FAVO into FIVE which is our class number (thanks to Mijoyo for the super brilliant idea!). So I guess, we just need to create our tees-jackets-websites-twitter-bag sorta thing. But we kinda confused with our slogant ugh.

13. I'm so in love with Lauren Conrad's novel. An L.A. Candy novel, from the L.A. Candy itself and the second one, Sweet Little Lies and the last, Sugar & Spice, which I haven't read becauuusee of its price, I couldn't afford it, it was like 168k for a single book (why did it come so unaffordable?! the first two weren't that expensive, below 100k). Ok, I must do saving then.

14. It was on eid mubarak's period. You know that my servants, moslem, did a 'MUDIK' kinda thing. I was completely suffered back then. Doing dishes, cleaning the room, opening the gate, bla bla bla. My mom actually offered me to stay in a hotel at Tretes, but hell, it was nice, the hotel, but I can't stand to sleep on an extra bed which is only a thin sponge! You wanna make my back hurt or what mom ?! So I rejected those offer and tried to convince my mom to stay at some hotels at Surabaya, so we could find food easily, but mom said no and yeah, you can guess, I was being a servant in my own home. Full stop.

15. Sinlui is about to held a bazaar on 30^th September until 2^nd October. My class has decided to sell food, which is SUSHI (after amazed with the taste of my heaven homemade COOKED sushi) named SWT (Sushi Wenak Tenan). So, I'm kinda the one who's responsible for the food and the thing. So, it's my duty to create the recipe, decided the prices, do the ads, banner, menus, and concepting for the decors and promotion strategies. I'M SO EXCITEEEDD! CAN'T WAIIIT! But, I haven't done anything yet, thanks to those freakingly strict exam's week. Btw guys, anyone wanna be the sponsors for my class for the bazaar?! We need the fund. So if you're interesting to do some ads or maybe rent a stand, just contact me, I'll send you the proposal, and remember, SURABAYA ONLY :)

*****

EXAMS ?

1. Mathematics : It wasn't going very well. I could do the whole thing, but I didn't get a chance to finish it, so it reduced the whole points and times ofc (thanks to Mrs. Sianne who told us the error question AT THE VERY END OF THE EXAM, duh), so yeah, I got a remedial, and I think I passed it. And what is worst, I'll get the second exams the day after tomorrow, which is PROBABILITY and it needs logic to do it and idk where the heck my logic is, the proof has just spoken, that I got 45 on the tasks, uh, just bless me God -___-

2. Biology : I didn't get it. For real. I didn't study so well and I just didn't get it. But luckily (and thanks to Mijoyo who was my seatmate back then) to help me out with it and I got 80 on it, yeah!

3. English : It wasn't going so well. For the very first time, I doubt myself for doing English. And the result hasn't come out yet, duh, worried enough. If I got bad mark on it, my whole reputation will be blown as those English master kinda thing -___-v

4. Bahasa : I wasn't doing great, but I nailed it and I pass with 85!

5. Physics : FUCK THIS. I didn't even know what I learn. I got 22. TWENTY TWO! The worst score I've ever have in my studying history. I often got remedial, but it was around fifty something, NOT TWENTY SOMETHING. Fuck. And I did the remedial, AND I FUCKING DIDN'T PASS, I GOT FIFTY! Fuuckkk. I WAS understanding it, the whole points, when I learned it the day before. I was getting it. I could do all of the exercises but fuck, I got kinda blank when it comes to the test, fuuuck, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME ?! -___- To cover that fucking marks, I must got at least NINETY on my next exam, like REALLY ?! --

6. Chemistry : I was totally get it though I didn't finished the last answer of one out of five questions given, but damn, I nailed it, I got EIGHTY! Yeah, the first best mark's record I've ever had ! dammnn

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UPCOMING

1. Math : probabilty (still don't get it and the test is the day after tomorrow, fuck)

2. Religion : can help it

3. Programming : uhh, guess I can, but idk

4. Extensive English : I think I can

5. Chemistry : termo (I DON'T EVEN KNOW A SINGLE THING ABOUT IT!)

6. Mandarin : easy one! tsk!

*****

WHAT I BOUGHT?

1. Chanel (imitation) bag : idk, I was just wanted to buy it, and my mom said yes, so ? though it's imitation, it's not that cheap, it's quite pricey, one million rupiahs something, ugh how about the authentic one then ?! -__-

2. magazines

(FREE)

(FREE, sinlui featured!)

3. sleeves-style blanket : this blanket is damn comfy! it's warm but cool, and it has arms! wooowooo!

4. free style glider : exercises more please, and it's fun for doing it

5. nail polish and meni-pedi kit

6. rings = I LOVE RINGS! knuckle, statement, multi-fingered! yeah yeah!

7. a new schedule book : I always wanted to keep my writing tidy, but I just can't :(

8. tees from MNG : it was on saleee!! up to 70%! HELL I LOVE SALE!

9. pianika : my music's teacher at school required us to have our own musical instrument and hell I couldn't play anything, just this, because it was the easiest one, though I can't read the note

*****

is it just me or the world is surely getting hotter and hotter each day ?! like AC doesn't work ! ugh!

*****

i was watching this :

And damn, I love DAMERON (Damian McGinty and Cameron Mitchell). They're cute (sooo cute) and their voice are incredible! Love them! And I love Alex too, his voice is AMAZING! He is a born talent! Though he can be a drag (but he already is girl-ish), but he's still awesome!

cameron (left), damian (right)

*****

PLANKING

the newest and the hippest most-to-do things from Hollywood

all you have to do is just lying down on something odd and take a picture of it! here're the example :

kristen bell

katy perry

*****

I wanna go to a flea market, but sadly Surabaya doesn't held one :( Anyone wanna held ? ;)

****

The rumous has spread that BLITZMEGAPLEX will open their branch at Surabaya, but I still haven't heard the sure thing, well I hope they will. But please, I also need MACY'S, FOREVER 21, TOPSHOP, MISS SELFRIDGE, H&M, WAL-MART, 7 ELEVEN, and HARRODS, please please pleaseee!

*****

My physics' teacher once said : "You need a talent to do something, so does science. If you simply don't have one, you won't never ever do it better than any other who has one what it takes. You just need to find what your talent is, is it science or social ?! Because I once have experienced a wrong-major student. She was going to get a repetition, but us, teachers, have those authority to just let her be on the twelfth grade, but I thought the different. I thought that she wouldn't survive. So, I offered her choices, whether she wanted to be on twelfth grade or she wanna took the repetition and then moved to social class. She took the second one. And what happened to her next ?! SHE GOT FOURTH PLACE AMONG THE ENTIRE SCHOOL. THE FOURTH BEST!" (dalem ati : nohok pak nohok)

see mom?

*****

look at those, I could roll up my uniform and now that uniform doesn't even fit --

look at my flat cheeks --

look at my arm --

fuuuuckkk

I almost cried when I saw those pictures above. It hurt. WHY DID I BECAME THIS FAT ANYWAY ?! Why ?! Everything is different now, just within A FUCKING TROUBLED YEAR! Duh. I need those body back, IMMIDIATELY! Diet or die, that's it! No choice. No excuses. No more.

*****

want :

1. all new honda accord black

2. bedroom decoration

3. canon eos 550D and the accs

4. iPad

5. more riiinnnggs!

6. make up kit

7. bag

*****

my handsfrees' grave

it's about 37 or smtg if I'm not mistaken, most of them are lost of one's side voice, and there're actually more, 7 headses haha

above, those headset are actually had white earbuds, but it's gone, so I replaced it with another earbuds from my 'grave'

*****

I still need to post a looot! Especially movie reviews, I have like tons of it! But I still don't have a spare time to write it, so just wait until the time comes, k ?! patient :)

-awesomeness end here-

MTV VMA 2011 : RECAP

2011-09-02T19:30:00.018+07:00

MTV VIDEO MUSIC AWARD 2011

when ? August 28^th, 2011

where ? 9/8c, Los Angeles - CA

hosted by who? no one

IN TRIBUTE TO AMY WINEHOUSE

*****

"The Video Music Awards returned to the sun-drenched City of Angels for some good ol' Hollywood fun and a night packed with star wattage.

The show opened with Mother Monster - in full chain-smoking, booze slugging Joe Calderone mode - riffing on "his" relationship with Lady Gaga before launching into a performance of "Yoü and I" with Queen guitarist Brian May.

Britney Spears took home the show's first award with a win for Best Pop Video. Britney also received the Michael Jackson Vanguard award after a troupe of pint-sized dancers paid tribute to some of her most iconic videos.

Leave it to Beyoncé to provide one of the most talked about and 'aww'-inducing moments of the evening. After her retro performance of "Love On Top" energized the house, she unbuttoned her sparkly blazer to reveal a burgeoning baby bump. Proud papa-to-be Jay-Z, who made a suprise appearance earlier in the night with Kanye West, beamed as the crowd went wild.

Justin Bieber and his pet snake "Johnson" took the stage to accept the Moonman for Best Male Video just before Chris Brown's high flying, rock infused "Yeah 3X" and "Beautiful People" medley.

Odd Future and the Beastie Boys of the future (aka Will Ferrell, Jack Black and Seth Rogen) worked their best dance moves on stage before presenting a Harajuku-clad Nicki Minaj with Best Hip Hop Video. Later, Tyler, The Creator gave an inspiring and bleep-worthy acceptance speech for Best New Artist.

After performing a simple yet flawless rendition of her latest hit "Someone Like You," Adele sang along in the crowd as Bruno Mars paid tribute to Amy Winehouse with an uplifting version of "Valerie."

Mega-nominee Katy Perry walked away with the biggest award of the night before Lil Wayne closed the show with a rhyme twisting medley of "How To Love" and "John."

It was a night filled with pop culture royalty, buzzworthy performances and stage diving rockers. One thing is for sure -- next year we'll be back for more!"

*****

WINNER LIST

1. Video of the Year : Katy Perry - ‘Firework’
2. Best Male Video : Justin Bieber - ‘U Smile’
3. Best Female Video : Lady Gaga – ‘Born This Way’
4. Best New Artist : Tyler, The Creator – ‘Yonkers’
5. Best Pop Video : Britney Spears – ‘Till the World Ends’
6. Best Rock Video : Foo Fighters – ‘Walk’
7. Best Hip-Hop Video : Nicki Minaj – ‘Super Bass’
8. Best Collaboration : Katy Perry ft Kanye West – ‘E.T.’
9. Best Direction in a Video : Adele – ‘Rolling in the Deep’
10. Best Choreography in a Video : Beyonce Knowles – ‘Run the World (Girls)’
11. Best Special Effects in a Video : Katy Perry ft Kanye West – ‘E.T.’
12. Best Art Direction in a Video : Adele – ‘Rolling in the Deep’
13. Best Editing in a Video : Adele – ‘Rolling in the Deep’
14. Best Cinematography in a Video : Adele – ‘Rolling in the Deep’
15. Best Video with a Message : Lady Gaga – ‘Born This Way’
16. Vanguard Award : Britney Spears

*****

-RED CARPET-

Adele, isn't that hairstyle too much for you ?! it makes you look older than your actual age, though that big hairstyle is in this day

chord overstreet, nay for the shoes

miley cyrus, nay nay nay

demi lovato, nay for the hair, and when did you become this fat demi? rehab?! but you still look beautiful tho

jersey shore's cast, NAY NAY NAY

joe jonas, nay for the blazer

katy perry, nay nay nay

nicki minaj *shocked*

jessie j, yay for the crutch

slimmer jonah hill, yay for all !

ne-yo, nay nay nay !

seth rogen, yay!

yay for mama britney! so pretty pretty!

rebecca black, nay from top to toe!

yay for mama beyonce, SHE'S POSITIVE PREGNANT! yay congrats!

katie holmes, yay for the booties!

taylor lautner, yay!

zoe saldana, nay nay

selena gomez, yay !

justin bieber, nay for the necklace

kim kardashian, yay!

-PERFORMANCES-

bruno mars

ne-yo and pitbull

lady gaga as jo calderone

adele (she won big prize yesterday!)

chris brown

jay z and kanye west (super duet!)

jessie j (get well soon for your legs sweetie)

lil' wayne (no more showing off boxer pleasee .. --)

ne-yo

beyonce

-PRESENTERS-

jared leto and zoe saldana

seth rogen, jack black, will ferrell

nicki minaj and jonah hill

joe jonas and victoria justice

russell brand

demi lovato and chord overstreet

miley cyrus and shaun white

jersey shore's girls and comedian cloris leachman

selena gomez and taylor lautner

katy perry

kevin hart

-WINNER-

britney spears and nicki minaj

nicki minaj

britney spears and lady gaga as her alter ego, JO CALDERONE

katy perry and kanye west

justin bieber and kim kardashian

katy perry

lady gaga

*****

-awesomeness end here-

have you heard?

2011-09-02T14:50:00.130+07:00

MOST ANTICIPATED TV SHOWS

*****

AMY WINEHOUSE's house robbed after her death!

that robber was SICK! he took amy's songs' book which was full with her unreleased songs, how rude!

*****

GAGA's "normal" style

she looks so stunning in that mini blue dress, loving her hair and her glasses also

*****

PROJECT RUNWAY ALL STARS

no more HEIDI KLUM ?! who cares if the prize is a one year contract as guest editor at Marie Claire ?!

*****

ALI LOHAN signed a contract with NEXT model management

*****

MATERIAL GIRL's make up line launched by LOURDES LEON

here you go girl!

*****

ANNE HATHAWAY as CATWOMAN

sexy! can't wait for THE DARK KNIGHT RISES!

*****

ZUMA ROSSDALE in captain america's suit

sorry chris evans, you're a nay :p

*****

JONAH HILL IS SLIMMER

lohhh, he's not that funny look anymore then ?! :(

*****

ASHLEY BENSON admires JOE JONAS??

I mean who doesn't ?! :p

*****

DEMI LOVATO in ELLE US SEPTEMBER 2011

fierce!

*****

IS NEON HAIR (not ombre) IS ON TREND?

katy perry with her pink hair

kate bosworth with her green hair (well this is a lil' ombre)

jesse j with her purple hair

lady gaga with her turquoise hair

weird

*****

MILEY CYRUS and LIAM HEMSWORTH : back together?

sucks

*****

PAPER CROWN by LAUREN CONRAD

fave :

want 'em all!

*****

BEYONCE is allregic with PERFUME ??!

so how could she make her signature perfume, "HEAT" ?!

*****

RYAN MURPHY (glee director) is about to make "MODELS' APARTMENT" featuring Anna Wintour's daughter, BEE SHAFFER?

wow can't wait!

*****

HAILEE STEINFELD and ELLE FANNING in BLACK BOOK photoshoot

this is HAILEE

is this actually a 15th years old girl ?! FIERCELY FABULOUS!

this is ELLE

stunning!

*****

doesn't anyone think that CHRIS EVANS is crazily look alike with CHANNING TATUM ?

channing (left), chris (right)

*****

RIHANNA vs DAVID LACHAPELLE

(left is David's shot)

why had to be a copycat, riri ? I thought your S&M mv which was super brilliant was originally your ideas, buutt ...

*****

want this :

as seen on KAROLINA KURKOVA on VOGUE JAPAN SEPT 2011 COVER

*****

KARL LAGERFELD for Macy's

want :

her skirt for God's sake!

all !

*****

LILY COLLINS is SNOW WHITE!

wow stunning! and congrats to you and Taylor Lautner as newly dated and also your movie with him, ABDUCTION :)

*****

NEWLY RELEASED AD CAMPAIGN

1. HELENA BONHAM CARTER for MARC JACOBS

this one is simply, AWESOME!

this is also OMG

just brilliant! nailed it!

2. Freja Beha for Chanel

breathtaking!

love this one the most!

3. Anja Rubik and Baptiste Giabiconi for Fendi

this shot is just brilliant! look at anja's face!

uu papi baptiste

4. Kristen McMenamy etc for Givenchy

5. Sigrid Agren, Malgosia Bela, Arizona Muse and Zuzanna Bijoch for Chloé

6. Raquel Zimmermann & Karen Elson for Lanvin

*****

HAILEE STEINFELD, CHLOE MORETZ and ELLE FANNING on LOVE magazines

STUNNINGLY BEAUTIFUL! esp elle fanning! love them! my favorite rising star besides saoirse ronan and duo jenner :D

*****

Is this what we called "JUST FRIENDS" ??!

Zac Efron and Ashley Tisdale on Ashley's bday

****

NEWLY LOVEBIRDS

Ashlee Simpsons and Vincent Piazza

Daniel Radcliffe and Rosanne Cocker

Kelly Osbourne and Jonathan Pierce

Bar Rafaeli and David Fisher

Chord Overstreet and Emma Roberts *sob*

Joe Jonas and Karlie Kloss

Paris Hilton and Todd Phillips

Annalyne McCord and Dominic Purcell (seriously?! -__-)

****

B2ST's "BEAUTIFUL PART II" MV

well idk why the quality is low, because there was no official-released of this mv, it's banned or something I forgot, but still, if you curious, watch it!

*****

2NE1's "UGLY" mv

hmm not bad, BOM OMG!

*****

SHINee's "JULIETTE" japanese mv revealed!

onew oppa ♥

is this Go Ah Ra?

i like the korean one more, uhh taeminnie!

*****

KELLY OSBOURNE for MATERIAL GIRL

well, Taylor Momsen looked better back then, but glad to hear that Lourdes & Madonna replaced Ms. Momsen with her, Ms. Momsen is a wracked today, Kelly would represent better, good pick! and I love her current body, stunningly beautiful! but one thing for sure, she's not photogenic.

*****

EMMA WATSON and LOGAN LERMAN in "The Perks of Being in Wallflower"

Emma, you know I love you, but please, not my Logan k ?! :)

*****

Is J.LO actually dating WILLIAM LEVY, her "I'm Into You" model?

and did J.LO were having an affair with him that made she divorced Marc? well time will tell, though they denied they weren't dating ..

*****

most wanted :

1. THE GLEE PROJECT

2. GLEE : THE MUSIC 3D

*****

KATE MOSS and JAMIE HINCE's wedding

congrats you two!

****

EMMA WATSON cried during the premiere of HP7 PII

J.K Rowling was also crying, so did I :(

*****

Is PRINCE HARRY dating FLORENCE BRUDENELL?

I hope they don't, and FYI, florence was the ex of JENSON BUTTON

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LEWIS HAMILTON and JENSON BUTTON as co-workers?

yes, they did, at VODAVONE VIP, which made Lewis as the photographer and Button as the stylist, not bad guys!

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VANESSA HUDGENS in GIMME SHELTER

shocked?! so did I, and you know what, she actually cut her hair, it wasn't a wig !

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I just knew that RICHARD GERE visited BOROBUDUR back then on my bday (24^th June)

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ED WESTWICK + ferrari

who could resist?

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notice him??

yes, he's MATTHEW LEWIS who played NEVILLE LONGBOTTOM on HP series, who thought he was such a hottie?! :p

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BEYONCE gave her sister, SOLANGE bday gift for her 25^th bday which is : 25 PAIRS OF DESIGNERS' SHOES!

God! can't be envier! btw, happy bday solange!

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DAKOTA FANNING goes pixie?

noo, it's just a wig, she's shooting her newest film "Now Is Good" which is about a girl dying of leukemia who compiles a list of things she’d like to do before passing away, including losing her virginity, can't wait for the movie!

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BREAKING DAWN'S wedding scene revealed

umm not that interested, I'm not a twihards, I'm potterhead (there, I declared it)

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MEGAN FOX : no botox proof

yeahh I believe you :p

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DEVON AOKI & JAMES BAILEY : a newbirth SON, J. Hunter Bailey Jr.

uhh how cute! congrats you two!

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HAILEE STEINFELD for MIU MIU

FIERCE!

I simply love this one, so hailee!

too young to be fierce? umm I don't think so, as far I know, she nailed it ;)

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ELLE FANNING for MARC JACOBS

i love this shot of her, she looks stunningly pretty but still high-fashion

STUNNING! Very avant-garde of her! I love her awkward face and fierce look! Love you Elle!

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hola septiembre !

2011-09-02T14:35:00.003+07:00

adios agosto, hola septiembre!

#septemberwish

1. no more remedial

2. losing weight

3. sinlui's bazaar, esp #IA5 success, with a lot of benefits ofc

4. better than august

and also, HAPPY EID MUBARAK 1430 H for you who celebrate!

and do you guys notice something different with this blog?! yeah I changed the whole thing, what do you think? is it getting worse or better? :)

DO's

2011-09-02T14:31:00.002+07:00

it's been a while since I posted my last post, sorry for the long waiting, I was very very busy and couldn't be interrupted back then, but now, I'll give you more than you ever asked! just wait! and for the beginning, I'll give you the TREND LOOKBOOK for this month, obey it if you don't wanna be a fashion-victim! ;)

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1. spiderweb heels

2. white blazer

3. aviator

4. tuxedo

5. rolled up pants

6. super high cut gown

7. black lace tight

8. stripes

9. ebay & cfda's "U CAN'T FAKE FASHION" bag

10. trench coat

11. button up

12. color blocking

13. mullet skirt

14. double cuff bracelet

15. polkadot

16. mix material clothes

17. sheer shoulder

18. white turtleneck

19. loafer heels

20. mary jane shoes

21. unique hat

22. tiny colored bag

23. twiggy eyes

24. rubber glasses

25. side braid

26. beastie boys TS

27. ombre hair

28. champagne color

29. lemon-yellow color

30. red+pink color

31. denim

32. strong shoulder

announce

2011-08-20T19:15:00.002+07:00

Sorry I haven't posted ANYTHING lately, I've been so busy with school thingy like exams, homeworks, assignments, events, so on, so sorry! I promise I'll post TONS soon, just patiently wait k ?! :)

nauseous

2011-08-04T16:03:00.006+07:00

i'm feeling very very nauseous lately .. idk why

it's like something kicking my tummy inside ..

and feels like i'm gonna throw up ..

"WAH YOU'RE PREGNANT?!"

if you say that, i'll kill you -___-

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Super Junior released "Mr.Simple" MV

DONGHAE! damn!

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4Minute released "Freestyle" MV

all ugly --v

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I went to PTC today, after doing some researches with my group at "school for the incapable", for our religion's assignments. I wasn't in mood to go to PTC truthfully, but I was insist myself to go, because I WANNA BUY THE TICKETS OF TRANSFORMERS 3. I thought that it'd be sold a day before like HP was, but it wasn't! It could only be bought by m-tix and so far you know, I DON'T HAVE ANY M-TIX whatsoever! I try to register it, but got rejected, cause I didn't have any ID card, and I couldn't use student ID, damn. So, I tried to ask my parents to make me one, but they said no and instead of giving other solutions, they told me to go home, grrr. They said, "Wait until Saturday, I'll make you one." I was like, WTF ?! IT'LL BE SO DAMN CROWDED ON SATURDAY, FOR GOD'S SAKE! IT'LL BE PREMIERED TOMORROW MOM-DAD! Grrr. I don't wanna watch it late, that's all. And what pissed me off so freakin much that m-tix now can pick a seat and no need to print the tickets also, and so far, there'll be a looooottt of movies that'll be released EACH WEEK, damn, I'll be suffered if I don't have m-tix --. And please madaamm, INA is importing some kind of 'old' movies such as hangover 2, green lantern, fast five and last but not least final destination 5. Ok, for FD5, that's ok, cause the 3D will be great I suppose, bcs the fourth one was great. But please, why have to be green lantern, hangover 2 and fast five?! They're oldschool already! Damn! I WANT CAPTAIN AMERICA, TINTIN, COWBOY & ALIENS, SMURF! Please please pleasseee ... Btw I got this :

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I use a new font. Do you like it ?! I hope you do :) And please, I need an information, do anyone know how to make an image hyperlink like this ?! But it's come straight to your blog, not other blog. Pleas, I need an info :((

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tomorrow back to school already, say hi to the seas of examinations, assignments and homeworks, ughh, and so far, I haven't done any homeworks nor assignments nor studying for my upcoming exams, failed promises I believe --v

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took it today, I look like a total crap, esp the hair, though I had a hair clip on (in these picts), but still, I NEED A HAIRCUT, asap, mom, DO NOT PROCASTINATE ANYMORE!

check facebook for more

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The Roller Coaster Ride

2011-08-01T20:38:00.011+07:00

this is a FICTION interviewed-article -like the one you saw on magazine- I wrote a couple days ago, creating a new boundaries and high new level beyond my writing, acting like the interviewer vs the rising star, enjoy!

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THE ROLLER

COASTER RIDE

Lexie Strout - The Maxim's #1 Hottest Woman told Aleena Deandra about her up and down career and her bullying experience.

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I sat down on a black couch at the corner of Melisse's. It was late for me for finally enjoying a shot of margaritas and a small portion of wellington. I was clicking my pen over and over, tried to handle my nerves shown by my sweaty cold hand. I grabbed my small notebook. There, showed a couple listings of questions. I was a little bit afraid by the number "11.30 pm" written on a mini post-it I sticked couple days ago. I tried to get away from it, not to look my watch which said "11.57 pm" and ate my wellington, while I heard the steps of heels rushly walking towards me. A black Louboutin showed up, along with the long-well shaved legs. There she was, with a pair of green skinny jeans, white cropped top and a black Birkin bag, walking around Melisse's, smoothly ignoring people eye's on her with the sign of her black Ray Ban and her long-wavy blonde hair. She was texting with her blackberry when she finally sat on a small couch in front of me. Then she put down her blackberry on the table in front of her, took off her Ray Bean and said, "Hi, I'm Lexie. Sorry I'm late, traffic." I guessed her Cadillac didn't passed smoothly on the street of LA. She then waved at the waiter, ordered a Cosmopolitan, then smiled at me, looking at my empty glass of margaritas then told the waiter to go. I smiled back, drown deeply into her blue eyes, and quickly asked for a little question like "How are you doing." before being so hypnotized with it. "Today is a busy day. But I'm really enjoying it," said the 24-year old actress. She told me about how thankful she was for being like 'now', though the pressure and demand were rude to her. "People always see me as Lexie Strout, The Best Actress of Oscar. They never actually see me as Lexie 'Lexie'. It is kinda devastating for me, but then again, fame it is. I suffered and fought along the way to reach it. So, it's worth it," she told me. Then I asked her about how she dealed with her fanatic fans, "My fans are loving. I love them so much. They always support me in bad or good. I'm touched with it. Without them, I'm nothing," she replied. She was so humble, down to earth and the sweetest person I'd ever talk to. She talked a lot about her cooking hobby. "I love to cook french dish. It is elegant and challenging to be cooked. I love their dessert also. I'd ever made soufflé, but it was a wracked. I'll make one again someday and it's better be great," she said, laughing. "And what was it like to be one of bullying's victim?" I asked her. "I was fat, freckled, well until now, and the daughter of nobody. My friends insulted me hard. They even asked me if I was pregnant. It was rude and it hurt me," she stopped, trying not to lose some tears. "Then, I promised myself to change. I did cardio, lost a lot of pounds and entered the acting class when I finally realized that acting is my passion," she said, brightfully. "I promised myself to do better than my parents were, so my child wouldn't be the child of nobody. Not that I didn't appreciate any of my parents' doing, but then again, it motivated me to do better," she said. I amazed with how she survived and tend to grow better, instead of being intoxicated with drugs and ciggarettes as distractions. "My mom always tell me, everyday, that I was born to be somebody. She said to me that bullyers are envious," she stopped, sipped her Cosmo the waiter dropped minutes ago. "Haters are everywhere. My mom planted it to me that there will always be a backstabber and haters, even for now. They are just bunch of people who trying to look strong when they're actually vulnerable. They seek for attentions, because they never get one. They tend to bully people who can do what they can't. They're just envy," she said. I nodded, amazed. Then, she finished her entire cosmo, "This cosmo is good. Is your margaritas also ?" she asked. I couldn't be more agree, this liquor is heaven. Then again, I asked her for a recipe to be succeed like her now, and she replied, "Work harder than the hardest worker." Brilliant, I thought. And that was our last chat when she said, "Sorry, this conversation has to end. I have an appointment with my producer. It's nice to talk with you." Then she said goodbye, with a smile on her tiny lips, left 50 bucks on the table and walk away with the sound of her Louboutin stomping around and everybody's eyes on her, again. Near the entrance, she put on her Ray Ban and reached a car key from her Birkin, then drive away from Melisse's. One word, impressed.

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ish ?

2011-08-01T18:53:00.040+07:00

"You know ... -ish."

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B U S Y

Thanks to Sinlui yah, such a lot of events that make our duties (read : exams, assignments, homeworks, tasks) strictly faster and greater! Eventhough I'm having my beginning of the fasting month holiday right now, but still, no relieve feeling's going on. Those shits haunt me, dancing around in my mind, such a pity. 24-full-hours seem won't cover it, don't you think ?! Not mentioned, those tuitions and researches, SUCKS! I need a spare time, that 'silence' time, that makes me forget about everything, just for an hour. Pleaseee, it isn't that much.

HAUNTED

#1 Mathematics-Chemistry-Biology-Art-Physics-English exams

#2 English-Extensive English-Religion-Mathematics assignment

#3 Biology-Mathematics-Chemistry-History homeworks

all in a week *faint*

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Wednesday, July 27^th 2011

My first ever practicum. And it was sucks! My luggages were all super damn heavy! I got PE that day, then physics that required us to bring laptop, and still, we got a practicum, not only one, but all three subjects (chemistry-biology-physics), sinlui was beeaasssttt !!! Why couldn't you just separated it huh ?! -- And those 1-hour recess wasn't necessary (no canteen opened, thristy, just gossip-ing around, useless!) ! We needed to go home earlier, not at 6 pm! duh -- And the physics and biology was so damn hard! Ahh I hate science!

Thursday, July 28^th 2011

No special things going on. Just a regular day at school. Buuuuttt, I did some hunting, for Harry Potter Finale's ticket. Since I have a driver already, I went to PTC after school. I ate salad at Pizza Hut, bought J.CO and last but not least, bought 3 tickets for HP finale (me, mom, dad, at first I asked my bitches to watch with, but they were unsure and since my mom insisted me to watch with her, so .. ). Well, first of all, I got the news from @21cineplex that the tickets sold earlier before the premiere (which was last Friday), and appearantly, not much knew about that, but not me ofc. Proven that it wasn't that crowd (the studio I mean), I still got an up-row seats (D), eventhough it was on the corner. And it wasn't queued at all ! Seems everyone bought the ticket via m-tix, I supposed. And the down-rows were still empty. Well, pity on you, that queued on the premiere day (which was already shown in the newspaper), ofc you wouldn't get any comfy-right seats + that queued wahahaha! Felt like a winner!

the showing times in Jawa Pos

Saturday, July 30^th 2011

I was planning to get a haircut that day, but it failed because my father attended a funeral. Ok then, this saturday, IS A MUST! I'm sick with my hair eps my bangs! Duh -- And I'm still confused, whether I'm staying with this hair or smoothing-it. Ok, back to the topic, I went to PTC to watch HP that day, and it was ... OH MY GOD! I'll post a special post of HP Decade later, PROMISED! I'll seek for the time, k ?! 'cause it takes a lot of time to come up with, and I'm still busy, so?! :) Then I bought this and some dvds :

ELLE Indonesia July 2011

I love its cover! So damn fierce yet simple! And it's very cheap for that 244-pages for only 30k something !

the breakthrough covers :

monochrome mixed with red ?! SUPERB!

can't be cooler than put keira knightley on the cover as an art neon + 620 pages thick, damn inovative!

Cinemags #145 August 2011 idr 39,5k

the bonus :

ALL ABOUT HP IS HERE! Very very satisfying!

marauder map

letter from hoghwarts

ministry of magic identity card

up front of the letter from hoghwarts and ministry of magic identity card

firebolt broom replica

2-sided bookmark

2-sided poster

CAN'T BE MORE SATISFIED!

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these are what actually happening ...

1. I got a new english tutor. Her named, idk. She was a Sinlui's teacher, but she retired or smtg idk. She barely speaks Indonesian, though she can. But, she's nice to talk to + so fluent in English, love it!

2. I couldn't take PHOTOGRAPHY & DIGITAL IMAGING as my extracurricular. Thanks to the ONLY-40-QUOTA that fully filled with MOST tenth grader. Duh. So, I logged in "MITREKA & WEB DESIGN" though I'm not that interested on it. But still, there was a girl named -idk- from eleventh grade, tried to 'confront' mr. basuki for letting us, the 'unpicked' ppl to join photography, hope she'll make it --v

3. Tuition and tuition. I'm a lil' bit concern about my time-managing skill. Please, I COULDN'T EVEN MANAGE MY OWN TUITIONS! So, no chance for an extra tuiton I bet --v

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Super Junior's is about to comeback with "Mr. Simple"

Here's the teaser :

DONGHAE OMG!!! I love your up-do bangs!! DAMN! Can't wait until the fully-comeback on 2^nd this month!

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Miss A comeback with "GOODBYE BABY"

suzy and jia :o

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wait for my upcoming post (though it'll be delayed for a long time, remembered that I got no time, too busy, but still, wait for it!) :

1. Profile UPDATED

2. Stars' List UPDATED

3. TV Shows' List UPDATED

4. Childhood's memorium UPDATED

5. HP Decade special post

6. Sinlui's Profile

7. Newest movie review

WAIT FOR IT!

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